Loops- Oh i hope the tractor offer comes through for u!! And as much as i hate to say it cos it freaks me out that i wont be pg by then.. but october will come very fast. Its scary how fast time has been going.. funny that when i was pg it was the longest 9 weeks ever!

Bons- Will dh be back for 'o' time in a couple weeks??! I hope so! I hope af is nice to u now.. Pls send her to my house.. i miss her!!

Forshelby- U know what.. its harsh.. but i think ur friend deserves for u to ditch her.. honestly i dont believe she is a true friend.. i reckon she wld have been meaning to rub it in ur face by sending that pic thru. A couple of my friends are even terrified to tell me that their friends have fallen pg! It does affect me but at the same time theres no real jealousy cos i dont even really know the chicks.. but so lovely that my friends are still sensitive towards the subject.
Oh and dont think i wld have got a bd in when i oed.. dh has been away for over a week. im so glad i didnt know i was oing! it wld have been a 800k dirt road trip again! haha.
I was on levlen for 8 years.. maybe the amount of time i was on it has to do with my body being all messed up. I never took the sugar pill either, so therefore never really got af.. she only ever came when i forgot to take pill for a couple days. If i cld turn back time i wld defintely let af come every month. But yeah i guess my body just got lazy over the years.. it has to learn how to rlease that egg again! I hope it doesnt take too much longer!
And yep i never really get to watch my tv shows when dh is here.. he loves his car shows too, im not really a tv person anyway.. too busy on bb! haha.

Iona- I agree with dory.. i have a good feeling about this with u.. especially with all ur symptoms. Hopefully it is too early. Love that u were going thru ur bank statements to find when u bought hpts.. i have done a few things like that.. it all becomes a bit psychotic dont u think!

Dory- How exciting that u have only 99 days to go! Doesnt sound like much at all! Oh.. i just realised i was meant to be due in sept.. damn it.. thinking about it always hits that raw nerve.
I havent watched marley and me just yet.. i have been wanting too.. but just havent felt up to it. Apparently it is good though to watch sad movies when ur feeling down.. it helps to release all those built up tears. And i am defintely going to watch 99 balloons in the next few days.. my sister is staying here at the moment so dont want to freak her out if i start bawling my eyes out!

Minniemouse- Welcome. sorry to hear about ur family problems.. im not sure what to say in regards to the matter.. except what a couple of the others have said.. it really is ur families problem, and once they realise this it will be a bit of a journey until u can completely forgive and trust them again. I bet it is eating away at ur mum every time she goes to sleep at nite.. no mother wants to let there daughter down like that. Is there any chance that u can give ur brother ur side of the story?? Its always hard for the person stuck in the middle when they only know half of whats going on.. there a lot more likely to back the person up who went to them in the first place. Good luck babe, we are here to support u.. anytime u feel like a whinge etc.. just come 'ere! x

Possum- not much chance of having a sneaky bfp.. dh hasnt been here for over a week.. apparently i oed last week! i just cant wait til af shows up.. im actually looking forward to all the cramps and other nasty stuff she brings along!

Damprye- Oh my goodness! i am exactly like forshelby with ur vid.. i have never seen such a detailed birthing video.. i cldnt believe u werent screaming! but like u said u defintely would have been very worn out by then! Thanks for sharing it I hope u caught that eggie! and if not u better give ur dh all uve got next month! i think we all will be! I have said it before and im sure this wont be the last time i say it.. but dont u wish we didnt need men to fulfill our baby dreams! imagine if we cld keep the sample in a cup until it was o tiime and inject ourselves with it everyday! hahaha.. so much easier! it wld still be good to have a man on standby for whenever we felt a bit randy tho

Hello to everyone else too.. Murraycod- I hope ur doing well! i occassionally stalk u in another thread. i cant wait til u see ur babies heartbeat in a couple weeks! And where has craftymummy gone??? Missing u in here! how did the appointment go with fertility clinic?? are u on clomid yet?? and matthews mum missing u too! did u end up oing ontime?? I hope the fet goes well. Alice- thinking of u xx Ric- where have u gone?? still lurking or just having a bit of a break? Thopes- hope ur doing ok and recovered from op. Ferrals- always thinking of u xxx Sunbeam.. how are u going?? havent heard from u in a while too. I know i have forgotten a few ppl.. i hope ur ALL doing good tho xxx

AFM- I went to healthfood shop today and stocked up on maca in powder form. I was taking capsules but it was quite expensive and the naturopath said i needed quite a high dose to get body on track. So i am really going to pump that for the next week and pray pray pray that af arrives sooooon!!! xxxx