possums - Sorry to hear AF is being hard on you. Hope she eases up soon.

toccara - Wishing you all the best.

mannie - Here's some for you too.

megsmum - Goodluck with the BT and FS appointment tomorrow. you get some good news.

Mel - I'm so sorry hun. As megsmum said, at least your on way to getting some answers. Take care of yourself.

buliej and Mel - I also feel like I've let DH down by not being able to hold on to our baby. Its good to know I'm not the only one. Even though our journey to parenthood is tougher than most, we can't let it come between us and our partners. It'll make the day we see DH holding our forever babies in their arms that much happier and our partnerships that much stronger. to you both

ruthie - that something comes out of your DH's job interviews. Sending lots of positive and lucky vibes your way. Things have got to look up for you and your family soon.