Ok, I'm back! Feeling a little better now as DH has been trying to get me to see the positives of it as well as giving me heaps of cuddles. At least we know what the problem is and we can hopefully do something about it. I'm hoping it's just a matter of going on Clomid and that it works for us.

Thanks so much for your messages of support, it means the world to me. What would I do without you girls??? It didn't help that I had gone shopping for baby things today as I have a baby shower to go to on Sunday and another friend has just had a baby. I had to put them in the spare room as I couldn't bear to see them. I feel selfish but can't help it.

Won't be going back to FS until after AF arrives which means if I go on Clomid I won't be starting it until January. Decided we will have a break in December and just try to enjoy the festive season! Actually looking forward to relaxing and not worrying about when my o day is!

Hannah - Thanks so much. Still wishing for I'm glad I am not the only one who feels like I am letting my DH down. But you're right it will make it all that much special when they hold our babies in their arms for the first time. I expect to be a blubbering mess when I see that happen! Imagining that day keeps me going.

Megsmum - Thanks for your message. I'm sorry Clomid didn't work for you. I am glad we are finally getting answers even if they are not the ones I wanted to hear. At least we have something to work with now. I wanted my GP to do this test 6 months ago but he fobbed me off so not entirely happy with that.
Best of luck with the BT & FS appointment.

Buliej - I do think it is great the fact that will all care so much for our partners that we just want to give them what they want most in the world. Not every one has that so I thank my lucky stars all the time that I have such a wonderful husband. It certainly brings you closer together and strengthens your relationship.

Ruthie - Gee, you just can't get a break can you? Really don't understand the welfare system in the US I think we get it easier here in Australia.

Mannie - Good luck for Saturday

Toccara -

TY - if the pains persist or get worse make sure you go straight to your GP or hospital as it could mean you have an infection. I was a little bit sore after my m/c but nothing too bad.

Possums - stupid AF - sorry she showed! Better luck for next cycle.

Fifi - how special to feel kicks. good luck with your 20 week scan.

AJC - Rest, rest, rest! Must've been such a scare, glad everything is ok.

Happy Thanksgiving to smi, jen and Ruthie.

Big hi to everyone else.