Mannie I'm so sorry you have to go thur this again I was checking back to see how things where going with you big and if you need to talk email or IM me and I will listen I hope you get some answers and the forever baby you are hoping and praying for...

Thanks everyone for your kind words and prayers I wish you all could be here to give me real hugs too its hard when no one around you knows what its like to go thur this and I'm so tried of hearing people and doctors say it common to lose a baby in the first tri or atleast you where not that far along ... I'm to going get tested and have DH get tested if we make it past this but I'm sure if I even wanna try again because I'm go crazy worrying about m bub the whole pg ...