Ok.... just got back on here.. LOL Sorry to have kept you all waiting.. I was super busy cleaning today...
So I POASed and I got another ghost line (super super faint again).. craaaaazy.. but almost right now I wiped and saw some..well... not blood ..but like dark red/yellow CM.. am really hoping it's AF..really.. just in case I'm POASing next week again. (because this is exactly how it started with my angel bubba)

I just hope it's AF coming really..
ok more HI GOOD NEWS ...
Hubbys Health insurance covers FERTILITY MEDS AND..yes you read right.. AND IN VITRO 100%!!!!!!!!!!!

I know I won't need IVF cuz I have responded to the regular fertility meds super well.. but just in case it's good to know cuz God ivf is SUPER expensive and if it were our only resort to have a baby I was really doomed. (We can't afford ivf) but now that the HI covers that it's a HUGE relief!!!

So will be POASing till next week again.. I just don't want to go nuts like I did with my angel bubba and POASed with like 5 tests at a time.. ( a real waste) so I only bought one.. since I'm still seeing super faint lines I feel like if no AF I should wait one week and test again.

I did hear though that ovarian cysts can give you a false + HPT.. since I have PCOS I'm pretty sure that could be the case???

Thank you all for your support.. this is the first time I'm indifferent to a BFN or faint lines.. I have put behind me so much pain.. it's just .. I really want to see this doc and just see what his plan will be..(and if it will work)
I will feel more confident and less scared knowing he will be giving me meds and all that stuff.


Indy: Thank you hun. Please know you have a friend in me

tut: HUGEE HUG going your way and

Possums: I would have been 18 weeks 2 days today (sad)

Mannie: Glad your bubba is ok. About the prog. I disagree with your doc.. my baby (ies) would have been fins.. my prog. levels dropped because of my hormonal disorder due to PCOs.. so in a way he could be right.. but in my specific case he is wrong.. I had a prog. shot with my son if it weren't for that he too would have been an angel baby... ya know? I didn;t get the prog. shot with my other 3 babies.. so I KNOW it had something to do.. (among the other like insulin resistance)
Always wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy!

Easha : Hi momma!! ♥

Krystielove Jenushka & fifi: YAAYYY on the heartbeat!! Wishing you a H&H 9 months and baby!

dellydoo, smi, Plc, Jen Thank you for your support

Mollycat: Hi ♥

Ok Mommas.. I'm out to sleep now.. it's almost midnight here in New Jersey....and I'm super BEAT! Nite Nite for those on this side of the globe??.. and Good Day for those on the other side..