GOOD NEWS LADIES!!!!! hubby got his Health insurance form and it will kick in NOv 1st!! YAYAYAYAYAYthat means I can see a doc pretty much SOON!! WOOT WOOT!!
..ok..ok..and something else.. since my faint faint "ghost lines" and mixed BFNS 2 weeks ago..... well.. more symptoms are popping up and it scares me in a way..ok
from back then I just had like light cramping..tested and got mixed BFNs with super super faint lines... ok so this week.. especially yesterday morning I felt nausea..crazy feeling.. my stomach has been upset and back to the "sluggish feeling down there".( more CM than I wish for). Boy did I have that with this pregnancy.. I know every woman's cervix is diff and there are many theories out there.. but I really was one of em who checked my cervical position changes while TTC my past bub and once I was PG I noticed it did stay high and super soft.. guess what I have a few days checking mine and yup..it went from super low and firm 2 weeks after my D&C (when I stopped bleeding) to super high and soft now. BBS are starting to bother me last night and today.. I didn't feel them at all 2 days ago and before that.. headaches.. I had a migraine 2 days straight just like this past bub..soooooooo... what daya think??..POAS for fun??..just to see??.. if BFN I will be happy... cuz I want to see a fertility specialist..but if it happens to be a BFP (oh boy oh boy..am I scared) at least the HI kicks in soon enough for me to see a special doc for high rick pregnancies and hopefully get appropriate meds to help this baby stay (if such thing )
uumm..... I'm kinda blabbing cuz I'm nervous at the thought... but hey if I did conceive that would fast forward a lot of preconception screenings and docs visits.. so that is always good. wink
I'm not going to ask for baby dust at all...cuz I'm more nervous than excited... but if it happens it happens and I will try to not panic...I'm so afraid of loss.. we all are ... but all I can say if it;s in Gods plan then of course I will rejoice yet be concerned till delivery day.
Sooo Maybe??..dunno..I will let you all know on Thurs how POAS goes. Am so super nervous.
Jen: Thank you for the hugs moomma.. thinking of you always!
fifi: Glad you are doing much better hun..to you!! Heey.. soon soon you will knwo what you are having!! YAYAAYAY (wait..or will it be a surprise??.. either way.....) You wil se your bub soon..YAYAAY! !any kicks yet???
Smi:
Melissal: Def agree on that one.... I feel like I can never sit back and enjoy my future pregnancies... and it;s so sad because BOY do I LOVE being pregnant! So it sucks.
About fam.. me too.. I'm only child..and even if hubby has only one sibling but Goodness his mother has 15 siblings...so holy moleeee.. ROFL
I know how you feel and am right there with you... a HUGE hug for ya!
Rachelswirl!! YYAY you're back!1 how's your lil bub doing??... How are you??Glad the bleeding stopped......!!!
Dellydoo: crazy..but I have the urge to POAS on Thurs Morning. Let's see... I'm more nervous & scared than happy.
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