dellydoo...I wish you coulda seen the instant smile when I read "petal" so sweet thank you! I am keeping you in my prayers...that you may be blessed soon
jen...I didn't have a too crappy Monday...Lee and I are still working on some things...some days are better than others but we are communicating AND we ARE having SEX
issy...wow your words were so on point...you did an excellent job explaining!
WTH...aww...
Krystie... @ orangutan...you are such a silly!
Time to get on this pile of work...have a wonderful day ladies!
Will have to do persies later..... Angel and Tam had me trapped in chat all morning (see, Angel, I'm following along in your blame-game!). It's all their fault..... promise I'll be back later!
Thinking and praying for all you beautiful women today and for our missed and treasured angels.
I don't know why they had to leave us so soon but as someone on BB said once I think they were too pure for this world.
I take heart that they are there waiting for us one day.
I hope the awareness is raised a bar today so that people like us have the support readily available for when they need it.
God bless you all and your angels.
Tam - that's ok. i'll forgive you AF has left YAY. And I'll start polishing those shoes shortly.
BTW - I sent an email to Ruthie and here's her reply:
Hi Sweetheart!!!!! I miss my belly belly girls!!!!!.... The move went well...yet I still have no internet till the 21st.... I'm in a friends house using hers....
OMG A LOT has happened here...... After my D&C on the 12th I bled like for 2 weeks..then things got back to normal and we kinda missed ..you know..sex. LOL (blushed) so we "did it" like maybe 3 times.....and guess what??... I got 2 faint lines in 2 $ tree tests last week.,....
looks close to this one...maybe a tid bit fainter but def you can see a faint line in the attachment I included to this message is an example pic, mine is a bit fainter.. its not from my last pregnancy it has been 5 weeks since so my HCG levels from that pregnancy went to zero a week after ... hwo i know?.. I did test and watched how the lines faded to nothing again...
I'm not so excited.... this is so strange I'm saying this but this is the first time in my life I DON'T want a BFP!!!
I was hoping to Try in Nov with the Specialist.... cuz Hubbys Health Insurance kicks in on Nov 1st..if I'm pregnant right now I can't afford the meds I need so that I don't miscarry agaian.
I just have fear..fear of being pregnant again and all the heartache if I m/c again.
Ssooooooo To make sure I'm testing Thursday morning with a First Response..its the only test I trust if it shows a line too then I'm DEF pregnant again...if it doesn't then I will be so very happy.... I will feel more confident getting pregnant with a doctor walking me through.. ( a Perinatologist)
...so its all this suspense...my symptoms??.. ALL.. ALL the symptoms I had with my Angel pregnancy!!!!! So it has me all jumpy.
So I will manage to let you know how it went after the 21st when I get internet back.
So that's my news..and if I am indeed pregnant I conceived w/o meds..which sounds great..but yet I know I will miscarry.
If it's real I'm abour 3 weeks close to 4 so My Due Date would be somewhere around June or July?
so thats why I'm not looking forward to a BFP yet..I was hoping for a Dec BFP...oh well...
Thank you so much for thinkingof me... please let my BB girls know I miss them and love them very much!!!
you can copy paste this message there if you want.. I hope I can findmy way around to find you gals.. I bet many threads have started..
Miss you!
Hugs to you all..and on the 21st I WILL update you!!
Ruthie
Smi - glad to know that you and Lee can talk nicely
From the post I put on the other forum I visit I now have had three replies. All three will be lighting candles tonight (one lost twins many years ago, one almost lost her bub at birth and the other will just support us) It's a beautiful response - the word is getting out there AWARENESS = SUPPORT
Thanks everyone for your support of my idea. I think I was just concerned some people would think an email was impersonal (bit like breaking up with someone via text message). But Angel described it best by saying that it allows me to compose exactly what I want to say and gives people time to think about it.
Angel - I plan to include the poem "A pair of shoes". It sums everything up so well.
jonisteve - Sorry you've had to join us here. I see you've already found that we're a very supportive bunch. I hope you're stay here is a short one.
mummyof3boys - I'm sorry about your cousin. It isn't easy for us to deal with other pregnant women, but I think its even harder to see someone else go through the pain we have. I don't know what to say.
dellydoo - I hope your FS can give you some answers soon. I still feel a bit guilty for having a glass of wine or two.
Krystie - Great to see you're well enough to check in. for little chyan.
Easha - Chocolate is exactly how I get through AF. And maybe a glass of wine if I'm feeling strong. Give yourself a few days to feel disappointed, then you can focus on next month.
Which of these tests can the dr do and what are just simple bloodtests? Angel and Tam have convinced me to be more proactive with what is happening with my body and I want to be armed when I go see my dr!
* coeliac disease
* MTHFR homozygosity
* anti- beta II glycoprotein
* prothrombin gene mutation 20210A
* anticardiolipin anitbody
* plasma homocysteine
* antinuclear antibodies
* prothromin 3
* protein C
* Free protein S (antigenic)
* RVV test
* Delta KCT
* Lupus anticoagulant
* Factor V Leidin
* Chlamydia
* Mycoplamsa/ ureplasma
* Chromosomal analysis
I'll def be lighting my candle tonight in rememberance of my angel that was not meant to be part of this earthly world and for all my friends including all of you ladies who have also lost angels!
Big to you all for today and tonight!!!
Quick Question as you may notice I now have got myself a TTC ticker, can someone tell me if the ticker updates daily or if I have to manually do it every time?
thanks sorry for no persies will def come back and do that tonight since hubby is off playing touch footy and I have the house all to myself!! yay for me time!!!
Jen - thanks for the reply will make sure to keep an eye on it...by the way I've been stalking your chart this cylce and the rise in temp on 7DPO looks very promising luv....this could be your month!! am for you!!
Miss Bec Tam is a doctor I'm sure she will know what most of those tests are goodluck with it all, I'm a banker and have no idea what any of those tests are, not even sure if I've had them myself....
ok back to work for me.....persies tonight...ciao ciao
[COLOR="Magenta"] A BIG THANKYOU LADIES you were there when I needed to talk to someone who knew what I was going through, thankyou again.
I'm very excited today as I have ovulated and know my cycle is now back on track finally. At my acupuncturist today she pressed down on my ovaries and felt my lymph nodes and I felt some pain in my right ovary and she confirmed that I had ovulated as it was still very tender, she was as excited as I was, so we DTD yesterday morning and we'll be doing it again tonight just in case, but lets hope we caught that special egg yesterday!!
I'm wearing Pink and Blue and my DH has also said we will say a little prayer tonight when we light our candle that jesus is looking after our angel baby ane all the other angel babies up there til its time for us to meet again
lots of love and hugs to you girls jen, angel, dellydoo, megsmum, mollycat, joey, issy, ruthie, toccara, Tam, Bec, 21, babyfever (where are you??) and to all the ladies like Larz , Krystie, and Jenushka oh and JOey who are blesssed to be carying now I pray that you have a fabulous wonderful experience and look forward to joining the mothers club at some stage in the future....
Mannie...... I would have been so out of luck today wearing pink and blue...... lucky i'm still recooping at home. I dont even think i have ANYTHING pink in my cupboard..... I m a black/purple kind of gal.
Ohhh I had a tear when i read that your DH suggested you say a little pray tonight... HUGE hugs to you both
and for ovulation .... come on little dudes........swim...........swim.....
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@ orangutan...you are such a silly!
i'll be able to join you in chat now.......
for little chyan.
and
to everyone else
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for you!!
and to all the ladies like Larz , Krystie, and Jenushka oh and JOey who are blesssed to be carying now I pray that you have a fabulous wonderful experience and look forward to joining the mothers club at some stage in the future....
.....swim.....
......swim.....
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