Hey Kiwigirl, so good to see you back, and hoping the engagement party is fun. Its Ok to be a little sad, you have every right.
Starrysky- Are you testing tomorrow with 7 days still to go? Isnt that too early, or is your ticker wrong? Id hate for you to be disappointed by testing a little too early. Your symptoms are sounding really promising though. Either way, I have my fingers firmly crossed for you.