Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss October 2007 ~ #2

[Lee]

Hi Ladies...!

Pash - ahhh...you fell for it !! I'm just pretending not to be needy and desparate lol...... seriously, I go through different emotions and levels of "longing". At the moment I just feel p...ssed off at all that has happened this year ... and as for the longing - and this is where I am so lucky - I already have two beautiful kids, and I can smother them at any given time. I have a HUGE need for another baby, but at least I can truly appreciate the two I have. I feel for you in this area, must be overpowering a lot of the time. I have a childless friend (who is 52) who takes out all her maternal-ness on her animals, but it's still hard. You WILL get your longing met Pash, I know it.

Satya - hooray on a DARK line - things are truly looking good this time, and you are so calm!! Good girl!!

Beaksie - I reckon I o'd late too - I have no sign of AF, what the??? Can't wait till you get some clarity, and lets hope you're a late bloomer this time!

Kiwigirl - nice to see you again!! And good you are back with us!!

Starry - did you test?? And..............???

Hello to everyone else!!

AS FOR ME:

Nothing much to report - I had O type pain yesterday (same as Satya), c'ept when I re-tested I got a BFN.......... AF is still staying away.......... I didn't O until CD17 last time I was pregnant, so if thats the case, I'm really only about 13dpo today - and I didn't get a BFP till 14dpo last time. Do I sound like I have myself convinced lol ??????????? Have had some twitches down there, but can't tell if its AF or what......... so guess what - I'M WAITNG - how unusual lol - if AF isn't here by Friday am, I shall use my last hpt.

I'm coping by eating junk food (as it just helps sometimes!!).

Lee xo

[zionsmom]

I am a late one!! Congrats Satya, and good job on keeping positive as you have every reason to be all those things you described sound amazingly great!!

Congrats to Lee as well!!!!! I can just imagine the feelings of happiness I hope it happens for more of us SOON.

Kiwigirl glad you dropped in! You took the words right out of my mouth. First off I have been lurking here and there but am trying to avoid these sites more for me being sad right now. I keep switching from really trying and then barely bding at all due to stress, being tired and just not caring anymore. I am tired of "trying" I am starting to think I am unable to get preg. even though I have been twice ONCE was even successful!!!! My impending due date has also been saddening me very much (October 31) I mentioned it to my DH but he doesn't understand why I cry so much over it. I have been starting to wonder if I am "normal" He even is now asking me to talk to a therapist or someone. I have close friends I can't even be around because of their pregnancies I will out right say that I am jealous of them! I literally read your post and cried because I feel very much the same and more. Sorry so long Its nice you have your trip to look forward to though!! lucky girl