hello girls,
have finally convinced dp to let me on the computer again, stupid thing wasnt letting me log in, well I am back now anyway!

missbelinda, so sorry hun, I dont know what to say, its so bloody unfair that we get our hopes up and then....nothing. sending you lots of squeezy hugs.you too wowzer.

satya, I really hope all is okay, get yourself to bed and stay there!!

well, I am now 3 days late, I have never been late before (unless pg) is totally doing my head in so can now really empathise with how you felt the other week beaksie, I have used 3 diff pg tests, all giving me BFN. Is so weird, dont feel like af is coming, but dont feel pg really either, my boobs hurt, then they dont, I feel mildly nauseous, then I dont, getting little twitchy niggly pains every now and then and I just dont know what to make of it???!!!
I have one more test left and I have decided that if af is still not here by sunday, I will test monaday morning, if I havent gone completely bonkers by then, that is!
I keep telling myself that it is probably the after effects of the mc, having a short cycle and now a longer one......then I remember how The first time I was pg the first doc I saw said it was prob negative as nothing came up (but I had every other symptom!!) the next doc I went to I had a very faint positive at would have probably been 6 weeks........so I think hmmm well maybe it wont show for a while.....then I really start worrying and thinking what if I was pg and something has gone wrong but like last time my body just doesnt want to let it go? oh god, I have to stop this.
sorry to babble on, not being able to get on here and chat had been really bad for my sanity.
big hugs to everyone, will do personal later on.
seeya.
xxx