Starrysky - I have my fingers crossed for you, it all sounds very promising!!!

Penny - Good luck this cycle. I haven't thought about trying herbs yet, but I am having acupuncture at the moment. I figure we have to try everything, it can't hurt, right?

Beaksie - I'm accepting it in my head as a false HPT. I think I'll just stick to the normal ones from LC in future, or just wait for blood test confirmation before I get excited. I still want to try 1 more cycle of clomid before we go back to the FS to start IUI. But I might have a break for a while before we start IUI, just so I can enjoy Christmas this year and not be stressing I can imagine how excited you are to be moving back home. We use to live about an hour or so out of Sydney and that was too far from civilisation for us in the end - I love being close to everything again but then sometimes I miss rural life. Oh well, I can't have it both ways lol

Satya - Hope you aren't reading this because you are resting in bed

Annabelle - Thanks! Hope you get that immaculate conception too!!

bettyboop - *hugs* cry as much as you want, it does help. I look back now on my 1st m/c and think that all I did for 6wks was lie in bed and cry, I didn't want to leave the house, I didn't want to talk to anyone, I couldn't sleep, I just cried. We all grieve in our own ways, so what you are going through is perfectly natural. I found it a big relief to post in here and start a blog - but whatever helps you.


*waves hello* to everyone else!