minniemouse......hows ur bleeding going hun...is it af
mumtoromone.......i had a d@c and i made sure i took a pregnancy test to make sure it was negative and new my hormones were back down....as apparently u can get false readings with opks etc after miscarriage....so then i started using opks and i got what seemed to be a positive two weeks later and my period 28 days.....but now it seems i might not be ovulating....
Atm...well im pretty drunk ladies....i went to a girls bbq catch up and drank plenty of champas and drowned my sorrows.....got home and hubby wanted to bd.....he thinks this was the day....but i tried to explain to him im probably not ovulating and its straight after my period but i amused him anyways.........he said a real nice thing........that we should communicate more....touch more..cuddle more...massage...talk and have some fun and change the atmosphere so maybe i will o.........so cute.....and he is probably so right....i need to find a way to relax and enjoy my life instead of only living in ttc world.......to see my pregnant friend whos just announced it today at party which was hard.....but i need to be happy for her....happy that she is not going through what i am.......i know that if this is stressed related why im not ovulating......that i need to deal with it....but if its not i need to know as well.....everyone keeps telling me to just wait and see.....but i feel better going to the dr.......they dont understand what i am going through and why even a month makes the biggest dent in my heart and why the depressive feelings are becoming stronger........got lunch tomorrow with a friend so that should be nice.........u all are my end of the tunnel.........my light.......u make me feel normal......
Hope ur all having a good weekend.....sorry about my drunken ramble
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