Hello lovely ladies,
It's all pretty action packed in here at the mo.!!

Lisa-- Are you sure it's not implantation spotting?? Have you had anymore yet today??

Shan and Apes-- Bloody AF (pun not intended!) You'll just have to partake in a few glasses of vino (why not if you can) and try to focus on your new starts.

Sarah-- great news re: your scan-- they can be so daunting-- don't know how I'll cope next time I'm in that position?!

Sez-- Glad it's all becoming a "reality" for you. It can be hard to allow yourself to be happy after previous bad experiences but you are doing everything you can from your end so you just have to hand your fate over to whoever or whatever and live in the moment. Why shouldn't you be happy? You deserve it so just go with it!

Kate-- Congrats on being minus those 2kgs and on having what sounds like a very CLEAN house!! I unfortunately spent yesterday in the same state as your hubby! Why do we drink?? It doesn't help either that I am a pathetic "two-pot screamer" when it comes to wine-- oh well at least I'm cheap.

Megan-- Hope AF comes soon. I'm pretty sure if it takes what your doc. considers to be too long there is something they can prescribe to bring it on. I know you've been told a bunch of times that what you are experiencing is normal but at least you can keep that thought in the back of your mind as a back-up plan if AF refuses to cooperate.

Paige-- Goodluck not losing the plot too much during your TTW. I won't be too far behind you as I'm at cd12 now. We'll be able to freak out together!

Kelly-- I have everything crossed for you for your scan tomoz. I'm sure your little bean is in there pumping away and doing all the things it's supposed to do. Sending you some "grow baby grow" vibes. I totally understand your anxiety though-- it's very hard to put any bad past experiences out of your mind.

As for me, I visited my GP today to look at my test results. They've all come back completely normal-- which i know is a good thing but it just leaves so many questions unanswered. Why has this happened to me twice? Is is a forgone conclusion that it will happen again? I'm not even preg, again yet and I'm laready so worried. At least if they had found some kind of anomalie (sp.?) they would have something to work with next time. My other prob. is that all this info. is really out of my GP's league-- I do have a specialist appmnt but it's not until November-- seems soooo far away right now! One thing that i did notice was that my progest. levels seemed on the low side 3.2nmol. I'm not positive where I was in my cycle as it was only a few weeks after my D&C so I've asked for another blood test on cd21 this cycle. I've read alot about low progest. levels and miscarriage. Anyhoo-- trying not to dwell (hard when everyone around me is preggers).
Any info you guys have about testing, progest., etc would be appreciated. I am slowly losing the plot in my desperate search for some kind of answer!!!