Good morning lovelies!

I dragged my sorry bum into work today so I'm going to attempt to do some personals (because I don't really feel like working! *evil laugh*)...

Lisa, I hope that the spotting was just implantation, hon. Hopefully the blood test will shed some light either way...but I'm hoping it'll tell you that you're pg! Has AF ever been so late before? It's so frustrating when we don't know what's going on with our bodies, isn't it...drives me bonkers!!! Your NP sounds lovely, I think you're onto a really great thing with her!

Sez, I love your positive attitude...you're always so bright and bubbly. I can't help but smile when I read your posts Thanks for the well wishes. I'd love for us to be as lucky as you and your DH but funnily enough, both DH & I aren't very confident about this cycle. Don't know why. I bet you're counting the minutes until your OB appointment. How exciting!!!

Michelle, you're sounding so much happier sweetie and I'm glad to hear it. Woo hoo on the +++OPK on Friday! Isn't it great seeing two big fat lines! I just love OPKs!! LOL I would LOVE to be belly buddies with you...fingers crossed we both get a pleasant little surprise in a few weeks

Kelly, I'm so thrilled that everything is just fine and dandy with you precious little one. I knew everything would be great!!! You lucky thing escaping the m/s fairy...as Lisa said, the lack of m/s is no cause for concern. You're just damn lucky! LOL How great that your little bean is measuring ahead of schedule. Now please relax and enjoy every single minute of your pregnancy! That's an order!! LOL

Tanya, so are you back on the blue bandwagon again? I'm sure it did you good to have a break from your strict *boy* diet. I hope AF leaves the building very soon so you can get on with it!

Sarah, congrats on a wonderful scan for you too! How excited you must be!!! Please don't feel bad about posting here. I'm sure all of the girls will agree that you are a wonderful friend to have around and the last thing you could possibly do is upset anyone! I like to use all of you gorgeous ladies who have graduated to PAML as my inspiration...when I'm feeling down and worry that my next pg go badly, I just have to read about all of your successful pgs to know that I'm being silly!

Damn, I can't go back any further in the thread. I'm sorry for anyone I've missed!!

Thank you for all your beautiful and kind words of support when I've been feeling down in the dumps the last few weeks...it means so very much to me. I think we all have moments where we feel sorry for ourselves and we have every right to be...we all lost precious babies. I guess that reality has just finally hit home for me.

I could see myself heading down the same path as my father (he's battled with depression for most of his life) and I don't want to end up like him. So I'm putting on a brave face and am ready to tackle head-on the emotional rollercoaster of TTC again!

And here I am at 4DPO in the TWW...waiting, waiting, waiting... *drums fingers impatiently on the desk* If only the fast-forward button on the remote control would work for my life as well... LOL

Love & babydust
Belle
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