snugglybean - I'm so sorry things are so hard for you right now. Maybe it's as a result of a melt down moment like yesterday when you could explain to your colleagues why it's so hard for you. I'm quite sure that they would understand (assuming, of course, that they are reasonable humans). I think that, as women who have suffered one or more miscarriages, it is a lot more aparent to us when a person is hurting over seeing pregnancies. We understand the fear and the pain and the jealousy of it. Some women who have never lost a baby will never understand it but I guess we can only take our chances and try to explain it to those we have to spend time with in the hope that they will understand and be sympathetic to our special needs. Don't we always say that women should stick together? Support one another and encourage each other? I wish you success in confronting your colleagues over this painful situation. My prayers are with you for their understanding.