Can't hold your hand - fingers crossed too tight! Thinking of you, with all my best vibes coming your way xxx.
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Can't hold your hand - fingers crossed too tight! Thinking of you, with all my best vibes coming your way xxx.
Hannah :pray: :pray: :pray: :stickyvibesboy:
We are all thinking of you and your babe, let us know when you get the rsults back.
Holding my breath untill then:redface: XX
Maddison, Joshs'smum, Kyra, Chickybabe, Zstar and TinaR how are you all going? I'm obsessed with pregnant women at the moment....have been for a while actually.......gives me hope seeing you girls get your BFP's and hearing how you are.
Twinsis good on you x I do that now too!! Good to know I'm not the only one to get a little smile at watching stickynoses squirm!!
Loopylouie have you started the clomid yet? How are you?
Bookworm hope this month goes nice and quick, hows the weightloss going? I need to do the same but a keep saying tomorrow tomorrow. Summer will be here before we know it, but I want to be fat......with a babybelly though.
Ferrals goodluck with the IVF next month, DH and I will be doing IUI untill November, and If things haven't worked out for us then, I will be giving my body and mind a rest in December and start IVF in January. I pray we don't have to get to that but I guess it is nice to have a plan. Best wishes for you X
Eliselouise
Starangel
Tanya
Coco
Flowerchild
Snugglybean
SammyP
Bonelige
Hearts
Sparkles
Milly5
And to anyone I missed, hello and babydust to all XXX
Murraycod-Thank's for the thought i hope you get your BFP and don't have to do ivf but if you do come catch up with me in the ivf thread i'm still waiting for my ph call but the scientist told me last wed my test should be ready in 2-3 week's if all go's to plan so my next cycle is in 26 day's they are cutting it close i will die if they are not ready.
thinking of you heaps. it must be a horrible, scary and frustratign situation. big hugs for you:
good luck. 14 jabs sound spretty painful. glad his spermies weren't too drunk:lol::
hope the deed gets done:
i know how you feel. A friends texted and asked if i've re knocked myself up again. i didn't reply and a few hours later she realised waht she said was wrong and apologised for being out of line.:
good for you being honest. why hide your feelings. good on you:D
Hannah - I'm glad to hear the bleeding has slowed to spotting and that the new Dr. you saw was so much nicer to you. If it makes you feel better I had three bleeds during my first pregnancy and went on to deliver a healthy baby boy. Each bleed was really scary as they all started off moderately heavy and bright red, but they quickly slowed to brown spotting. With my m/c it was the opposite, it started out as spotting and kept getting heavier and brighter red as the hours and days went by. Still sending baby sticky vibes
bonelige - Sorry to hear about your friend's tactless comment. At least she realized her question was insensitive and apologized. I hope you don't get any other remarks like that.
murraycod - it does give me great satisfaction to watch the faces of the "stickynoses" (ha ha I like that word) drop and pale. Hopefully they'll think twice next time they go snooping into someone elses private matters.
Yesterday I had a really good day. In the morning I hung out with one pregnant friend, and in the evening with another one. I didn't have any moments of jealously (well maybe just an occasional twinge) and I wasn't tempted to cry. I even asked them both a a few questions about their pregnancies. It was a bit difficult but I was really proud of myself for staying so strong.
I have three more days before I can test and my body is teasing me. I am having some serious stomach issues (which I had with my prior pregnancies) and VERY sore boobs. I sometimes get some stomach issues with AF and I used to get sore BBs just before AF before I has DS so it is likely just wishful thinking but now the next three days are going to drag by soooooo slowly.
Well, it's official. Sweet baby number 3 has gone to heaven. My levels went from 548 last Thursday to 210 yesterday. We were referred to a specialist and are praying that we can find a solution to this. I can't believe I've been through this three times now. The only way I got through it the first two times was by convincing myself that there wasn't anything seriously wrong with me and it was just really bad luck that it happened twice in a row. There's no way I can keep convincing myself of that now. I am beyond terrified that I won't ever be able to have children. If I let myself even think of that possibility, I will literally die. Being a mother is the only thing I've ever wanted to do in my entire life. I just wanted to thank you all for your incredibly kind words. You ladies are absolutely wonderful. I am keeping you all in my prayers.
Hannah i am so sorry you are going through this again. I hope you are surrounded by people who love you and will support you through this hard time. My thoughts go to you and your partner.
Hannah I'm so so sorry you are going through this again.
I hope that you are being kind to yourself, know that we are thinking of you and are all here whenever you need us x
RIP little angel. :cry:
Take as much time as you need my darling XX
Hannah I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Hugs to you and all my thoughts are with you.
Poor girl!! :grouphug: we're here for you for as long as you need us. Im so sorry. :(
Hannah - I cried for you this morning. You are right, it is so unfair to have to suffer yet another loss. I hope you have lots of people around you for support.
Oh Hannah. Big hugs for you. :hug: I hope you get it sorted out.
Hannah - my heart broke reading your post about your baby...I honestly know where you are coming from and some of the feelings you are going through. DB and I have lost 5 angels and are praying for a sticky bundle. Please feel free to pm me if you have any questions I might be able to help with :comfort:
MurrayCod: thanks for checking in :) so far everything seems to be ok. hcg levels were high last week and we did find a HB (107.39bpm). Looks like i have swallowed a diamond ring lol. Today is the same gestation my last angel passed so its stressful. I have an u/s tomorrow and DB can't make it so I will be alone :(
Coco: I have everything crossed for you that this is your month (even my legs since that doesn't matter anymore :rofl: ) & congrats on finding your brother!
Twinsister: good luck with testing - Your so strong to hold out - I never could
Ferrals: I can't wait to see your BFP announcement! :pray: it only takes the one cycle for you
Flowerchild, snugglybean, strangelk, Eliselouise, Bonelige and everyone else - hope you are as ok as you can be on this journey and that soon your end comes with a bfp and a h&h 9mths with a perfect bundle to take home.
Take care all - I couldn't have survived my journey without you
Hannah - I am so so sorry for your loss
Please take all the time you need but we are all here for you if you need us !
I really hope the specialist is able to give you some answers to help you get your sticky bub.
Take care
xoxo
Hannah,not many words can sooth the pain you are enduring once again but please know we are all deeply sorry for your loss and u r in our every thought xoxo
Hannah you are in my thoughts hunny, its definately not fair at all and shouldnt happen to such lovely people, hope you have plenty of support around you at the moment :comfort:
Hannah - I am so sorry to hear about your loss! Hugs to you from me!!
AFM: I am two days away from testing, I have no signs so I don't think this will be the month for me! Who knows I might be surprised though!
Hannah - I'm sooooo sorry to hear you are going through this again. I really hope with your doctors help you guys can sort out what's happening. Hang in there though, it WILL happen for you though I know it is really hard to believe that right now. Hope you're doing ok.
Hearts - I'm only 2 days away from testing too. I don't think it's my month either but I'm keeping my fingers crossed for both of us. I will be thinking of you as I POAS.
Tina - I have never been able to hold out with POAS before but this month I am making myself for 2 reasons: 1) to prove to myself i do have some willpower in there somewhere 2) I really hate wasting HPTs and I know any earlier than Friday is just a waste of a stick as it is just too early. Also if I test early and get a negative I'll still be obsessing until I get AF or a BFP a few days later so I'm just going to have to wait.
Morning all
Just a quick one as I am about to head to the office.....
Hearts and Twin Sister - I am testing on Sunday so soonish as well. Not feeling very positive but I guess my chance is as good as any. Good luck girls
Hi to everyone else :)
so sorry for you hannah. pray they find an answer for this happening.:pray:
No need to wait till Saturday to test. AF started this morning. Looks like this dream is slipping out of my hands.
Twin Sister when r u due for AF? I am due on sunday and I tested this morning with a bfn...I dont know why I do it..I think Im certain it would show up by now if it were a bfp?
Starangelk: Your chart is looking Faboosh!!:crossfingers:
I just said this in the other thread but, my proverbial rubber band of positiveness can only stretch so far and it is about to snap me in the face... :(
Why are we having so much trouble even falling pregnant?!!
Hannah: Hope you're ok hon xxxx
Sammy, as above...I havent gotten AF but Im sure she will come..Im just getting to that point where Im just not even positive when I say I am...it's so difficult!! I too feel the dream is slipping out of my hands
I really thought we would be pregnant again by our due date...really.. :crying: It's only 3.5 weeks away and Im feeling desperate for a miracle :crying:
MIL just emailed and said she could get a really cheap flight for 7th April to come out and visit. The last baby would have been due 11th April and we thought we would ask if she wanted to be here. I didn't reply to the email, I wanted to have a little cry first.
Hi,this is my first post but I have been reading for a while as I lost my baby last November at 14 weeks ,we named him Matthew Thomas ,he was measuring 11 weeks 3 days. I'm on my 4th cycle of clomid,bd stage so here's hoping.My last af was more normal so I think that is positive. I'm sorry for everybodies losses and heartbreak.
hannah - i am so sorry to hear of your loss. my thoughts are with you. stay around loved ones and take care of yourself. i hope you get some answers soon.
Hearts, TwinSis and Starangel best of luck for testing in the next few days, who can hold out the longest POAS!:lol:
I know I would cave!
Coco :comfort: I hope it is just too early to test babesX Sorry to hear your EDD it around the corner, mine is next month too, it's like I'm racing myself to get that BFP before the date so I'm not as much of a mess...........or see a brighter light anyway.
SammyP so sorry to hear that AF showed up thismorning :hug: I hope that your BFP is just around the bend for you X Nice that you have MIL supporting you X
Matthew'sMum welcome to BB, sorry for your loss, RIP Little Angel Matthew Thomas, what a lovely name you chose for him.
Hope that you have some good news with the Clomid, I personally have not used it but I'm sure some of the girls here have.
Anyways I'm sure you will get plenty of support from the girls here, and I hope that your stay with us is a short and successfull one X
OH! Buy the way stop reading and go BD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;)
AFM 3DPIUI and has been the longest 3 days ever. I'm still a little crampy now and then, more just like a little twinge to remind me how slow the day is going. Back at work today.
Tomorrow I have Inj of Pregnyl 1500iu to support hormones and endometrium if there is any baby cells happening, and another on Monday which will be 1week PIUI. That mwill be my last inj for the cycle yipee!!!!!
Hi there been reading all these posts from women in the same boat its amazing you think it only happens to you when the Dr says Im sorry your baby didn't grow after the 9th week of pregnancy youv'e had a silent misscarriage. Happened to me sept 2nd this year came back after a 10 day trip to the UK to see my son get married and thought I was 12 weeks pregnant and looking forward to making plans and having my 1st scan and after the scan those are the words I heard my DR say !
Had a D & C but can't wait the next month to have a period so have been trying to conceive since the bleeding stopped over a week ago ! anyone else decided they needed to try as soon as they can to get this empty feeling gone and another little person start to grow ! Im 44 am I too old for this now? anyone else my age out there trying to get pregnant after miscarriage ?
hi all,Murraycod--Thanks for the welcome,hope this is the cycle for you. Craftymummy --Sorry for your loss.I don't have age on my side either,my ob told me if I was going to try again do it sooner than later,still trying.I also had the huge desire ttc straght away,I think we need to try to get something back after we have lost so much.Hope your utd soon.
I have been feeling fluttery crampy things where I belive my uterus is put your hand over the very top of your pubis mound (yes all scientific) about 3/4 way between your bellybutton and where your ermm...labia.starts :redface:..that's where im feeling it..It's either implantation or its the lining starting to shed a little... I HATE this part of the TWW!!
Coco that sounds very promising, i hope its a BFP for you this month, keeping my :crossfingers: for you hun.
Welcome Matthewsmum and craftmummy sorry to hear of your losses but youve come to a great bunch of girls with lots of support to offer. Craftmummy i also felt the need to try again straight away, thought it may make things a little easier but so far havent got my BFP so dont know if it helped at all, but im pretty sure it would make it a little easier.
Hello to everyone else havent got time for all persies tonight, have to get up for work very early and should be in bed already but this BB always sucks me in :lol:
Talk soon
Craftymummy - I am 43 and trying to conceive my second. I had a similar experience in May this year when we went to visit DH's family in Canada. I was 11 weeks and began to bleed the day before we came home. A scan showed the baby had stopped growing at 8.5 weeks. I waited one cycle to try again and got pregnant last month only to lose it two weeks later. We tried again straight away but AF began today so we obviously weren't successful. I am so sorry to see you on this board but I have to say it's nice to have someone my age around to talk with.
:wall: No need for me to test either cause AF came this morning....so disappointed! Just have to hope and pray that next monrh is my month!! :wall:
Hearts and Sammy P - sorry to hear that AF has arrived..........I have also started to get AF type cramps and since I know this cycle will be out of whack (first cycle since m/c) I would say I will also be posting similar news very soon.
Take care everyone
So sorry to hear ladies. I too will be out this month i belive, I had a bfn this morning and I had a temp drop so surely she will be here soon...
I could stay in denial and say that the temp drop was because I was awake relatively early and I was not wearing my flannellete pj bottoms and wrapped in the doona like I normally am..but..i think ill just be honest with myself. :lol:
I dont have much of the usual ovary pain I normally get..its more in the middle, not to the side if you get my drift? not that its meaning anything to me at the moment!
Hope you're all having a good day!!
ETA: The FF analaysis thing says that i am in the "implantation phase" of the cycle..or, at the phase where it may occur..but if my cycle normally goes to 14dpo then I wouldnt think it would stick if it were implanting? Im going nuts!!! :wall:
Oh Coco :( Fingers crossed it was still too early.
Star, I hope you are having early pg cramps.... yu never know... they are very similar!!
Matthew's and crafty mum... good luck and welcome :)
Well Banjo's EDD was yesterday.... filled my thoughts all day and continues to do so. I tested and got a BFN... I really didn't want to test, but thought what they hay... may just be shocked to see a second line. I was 10 DPO. Got a big temp drop this morn.... I will have to wait until the morning to see if it means anything....
xx
Tanya, you poor thing, I hope you are ok xxxx My due date is fast approaching and I think ill be in my tww at that time. :hug:
I am definately feeling something happening there..god I hope its implantation...i really thought it would be too late.
eliselouise-Thank you for your kind words,Ithink it's pretty easy to get addicted to this site...sammy & hearts-sorry to hear af arrived,hope you can do something nice for yourself...starangelk&coco-sounds like there is still hope for you guys,it hard to tell when cycles are mixed up,frustrating I know...tanya-Thanks for the welcome,thoughts are with you,heard a lot of people find it helps to mark the day in some way.We had a small picnic around Matthew's grave,everybody is different though.
I need to share....
I had this weird pregnancy symptom that I got with ~little Bundle~ and Banjo... Late in the tww I would check my cervix and cm and there would be a little bit of blood... I assume it is from the cervix beginning to do what it does in pregnancy... I just checked my cervix cause I feel like there is more cm there so I wanted to check and see if it was pre AF cm... there is a tiny bit of blood. I was shaking cause I know it is a positive sign for pregnancy for me.... *hopefully* not going near my cervix again and if my temp is up in the morning I will test.
Cross your fingers for me girls!!
Tanya - I hope it is a positive sign for you. :crossfingers: for a BFP tomorrow.
Coco - I hope your temp jumps back up tomorrow and you get those lovely 2 lines.
Good luck to everyone who is testing soon. Im sorry a few of you have had A/f show up.
Wecome to the new ladies. You will get so much support in here!
:pink-babydust: to everyone
Hey Everyone ! Hope you are all well.
Tanya - :crossfingers: big time for you ! Please let this be it !
xoxoxoxo