Keen I don't know what to say.... Big for you. It ain't over til the witch arrives.........

Sarah, it's amazing, you could be writing my thoughts! You really give me such hope. Like you said, I really fear that I will never hold my own healthy baby. And I'm worried that I won't be able to enjoy any further pg. It's great to hear that you overcame those worries. And these feelings changing from day to day. I'm almost scared when I wake thinking 'what's today going to be?' Fortunately, today is a good day! I feel alot more settled since af arrived. You are right, we fell pg ridiculously quickly, so these fears are irrational, I know that. But then I think, what if it was a fluke, what if it doesn't work that way again? Ridiculous, I know. You do have to laugh! Do you mind me asking, when you were pg with Lucy, did your fears subside after she was 18 weeks? Or did it continue right through til you held her?
How many DPO will you wait til testing? I can't wait!!!!

Sez xoxo