Jayne, How are you doing mate? Did you call the midwife?
Sez, Oh honey, we have all had those days of wanting to scream, its just so unfair isnt it, you should be enjoying your pregnancy....I probably cant make you feel any better (because only a BFP could do that) but i can tell you that you mirror so many of my thoughts sometimes. I was so afraid that Katelyn would be my only ever baby and i wouldnt get to enjoy being pregnant or hold my own living breathing crying baby but you know what.....despite those fears i did it!!! Believe me you will hold that baby and those sorts of fears will be put well behind you. From what i know about you so far you got pregnant pretty quickly so there is no reason to assume it wont happen within a few months (sorry if i am wrong about it being quick last time). Its a hard time for you when you so want to ttc but the time just isnt right. There are so many thoughts and feeling associated with losing a baby and being ready to try again and these change from day to day so sometimes its a bit hard to keep up....i guess at the end of the day we are all here for you and whilst we might not know exactly how you feel right now we have all been in that very same place you are in and believe me you will get that BFP soon (we just need some grads guys to perk everyone up!) and be holding that baby real soon. The pregnancy is also such a nervous stressful time as you saw from Jayne's post this is entirely normal in fact i dont think that we would be human if we didnt long for a baby so much and worry about that baby the minute we know its there. My GP said to me once that he knew that we loved Katelyn before she was even conceived which i think is sooo true. Sorry you missed out on Robbie tickets, i like his music but i honestly dont think he is all that attractive (and i know a LOT of people disagree with me here lol). Its not so much the going to U2 that is bothering me as that is just coincidence that i would be the same number of weeks pregnant (thats IF my tww results in a BFP which i doubt somewhat!) that i was with Katelyn when we saw Fleetwood Mac its more the actual flying whilst pregnant and OMG what would i do if something went wrong and Rowan wasnt there...oh the stress is starting for me already and im not even pregnant yet i am such a nutter - lol at myself - you have to laugh or you will go under hey!
Kelly, Hope you got out of the office ok...its still pretty early to have sypmtoms my friend so dont rule yourself out of the race too early. Why is it that you dont want to test straight away? I never used to test until i was 10 days overdue - no chance of that now with needing to be on Aspirin and Clexane from the BFP.....GL i hope your tww ends with a BFP.
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