Meh... I caved in and tested. BFN. I know it's only 11dpo but i'm pretty sure it's accurate. Anyway, i'm glad i tested. Now i can stop obsessing and think about other things while waiting for AF and then 'O' to happen again. Also, i've only properly been trying again for two cycles and twice before i've fallen pg on cycle four so i'm trying not to expect it too much before then at the earliest. Even 5 or 6 cycles i'd be doing well (based on averages). I'm trying to see the positive: By delaying another month or two i should qualify for maternity leave from my new job. Oh well, sigh....