Good morning girls!

First and foremost I would like to say jenushka I'm SO Congratulations--I knew someone had to get a BFP, it's just been way too long! I really had a feeling this one was coming for you! Don't ever apologize for being happy about getting a BFP! We're all here for the same reason, and we need that kind of good news to keep us all focused on what we're trying to achieve here, and so we know that there's hope for all of us! Good luck with your appointment on Friday! I'm really so excited for you!!! Here's a super-sized order of just for you!


Abbey--Really sorry to hear of your BFN's. I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy and down at the moment! Those BFN's are the most discouraging part of this journey, and instead of getting easier to deal with, they only get worse! I truly hope you change your mind and decide to stay here with us--but I completely understand the need for a break, and if that's what you need, then I support your decision. You'll always be in my thoughts and prayers! Sending big cyberhug!


Mel--Of course you still belong here! Like I told jenushka, we need to hear and see that it can happen for us--all you preggie mamas give us hope! I've read through the PAML threads and it's daunting to see so many unfamiliar names, I can understand how you could feel a little out of place there--but I know that's how I felt here at first! It's hard being the newbie in any thread, but we've all been through the same loss, and I'm sure you'll be welcomed with open arms and kindness and support! You're always welcome here, and we definitely don't want to lose you yet--so face it, you're stuck with us! Hope you enjoy your trip to Perth on Saturday and the time spent with your sister--and all that baby talk!!


AJC--Ditto for you, as well! I can't imagine this thread without you! It would definitely be our loss if you left, and while I'm so happy for you, part of me wants to be selfish and keep you here with us forever! I must sound like a stalker... lol... Only 1 more day and 1 more sleep to get through! Can't wait for you to tell us all about that strong little


Krystie--I know it's hard not to jump to conclusions or think the worst, sending you big hugs! I'm no doctor, but based on my situation and how long it took me to get the hgc out of my system, I'd be willing to bet that it was probably just a case of leftover hormones in your system. Honestly it took me like 6 weeks to get back down to 0--and my doc gave me BT's every week to make sure it continued to drop. It's a lot easier to deal with leftover hormones than another loss, so try
(I know, blah, blah, blah) to think positive! My first cycle was heavier than usual, as well, and I'm sure that's just due to your body trying to get back to some sense of normalcy. Either way, I know it's no consolation, it still leaves the heart feeling heavy :console: Hope your OB is able to answer your questions so at least you know what's going on! Remember that we're all here for you!


tina--You're such a trooper, thanks for reminding us all of how lucky we are! Honestly, if not for this thread, I'd have lost it a long time ago! I find so much comfort and peace here, and I'm so grateful to have this group of girls to share all joys and sorrows of TTC! Big hugs coming your way!


plc--Glad to hear you're getting better without the antibx! And no straddling for you, missy--I'm holding you hostage in this thread--you aren't allowed to leave us! Hope things are well with you, when's your next appt?


sandygirl-- I'm so sorry to read of your loss! You've come to the right place for support and encouragement! Get in, sit down, and hold on--it's a bumpy rollercoaster ride, but find comfort in the fact that we're all in this together. You're not alone! Good luck with the Clomid if that's the road you decide to take. My fingers are crossed that you'll be blessed with a quick BFP!


smilanatu--Heard last night that 1/3 of the state is flooded, I'm praying hard you're not being affected by it too badly! Hope things are ok with you!


Katiegirl--It's been quite a while since I heard from you--in either thread! Praying things are ok with you and your little one! I'm sure you must have had your next weekly scan by now, so fingers are crossed all is well!


mmteacher--Haven't heard from you in a while, as well! Hope all is well with you and your sticky bub!


AFM... Tried the preseed last night for the first time. lol... kinda put DF on the spot and told him we HAD to, just couldn't miss the opportunity! When I exclaimed "wow, this stuff really is like eggwhites" he said, "c'mon, do you want the spermies, or what?" I think the "baby" factor came into mind and kind of put a damper on the situation--but he pulled through and made his donation! What a trooper! lol... and I didn't even need to put on a movie! Temps seem a little erratic, but I don't really know what's normal and what's not--so guess I'll just wait it out and see what happens, there's not much else I can do!


For all those not mentioned, you're thought of no less! Hugs and hi's to all!