Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ June 08

**jen805** · June 15th, 2008, 11:13 AM

mollycat--That is a nice big fat red cross, isn't it? It's ridiculous how happy it's made me!

Sounds like you have a tough decision to make--I'm sure whatever you decide will be the right choice for you.

for you!

Jodsan--Good luck with the naturopath, and hopefully you'll get this all figured out without having to see the FS! Sending big hugs and positive vibes your way!

Krystie--Where are you, girl? Have you checked out my killer coverline--I thought you were stalking my chart??

You know I'm just teasing! Hope you're out enjoying your Sunday!

**pbstar** · June 15th, 2008, 11:22 AM

hey jen

another one for your list

you know you are addicted when you say you are taking a break from bb and then spend 24 hours trying to do anything but log on, including cleaning, washing, ironing, shopping, all the while saying to yourself don't do it don't do it don't do it before finally breaking down and getting your bb fix...

issy- hun just wanted to send you a monster

, i am thinking of you always and

for you. i really have a good feeling this is going to be a sticky one for you and you deserve to be enjoying this time. hope you take everyone's advice and get some blood tests this week to put your mind at rest.

**issy02** · June 15th, 2008, 01:08 PM

Hi Ladies,

Thankyou for all of your support, but I think it may be all over...

I went to bed last night thinking that my bb's were less sore, and I had a bit of period pain not cramping just back pain. Then I took my temp this morning and it was low, had dropped quite a bit and bb's less sore still. So...im expecting af to turn up any minute. Usually she would hav arrived by now, but im still waiting. My cervix is still high and closed and I dont have any cramping or back pain, so she might come tomorrow, but either way, she's on her way.

So, thats that! Im really ok, surprisingly. I kind of knew this was going to happen, so I completely detached myself from it all. And now I almost feel relieved somehow, like I finally know whats going on. Ill keep you all posted, and I am so grateful for all of your support and kind words of encouragement. You guys make everything so much easier to get through.

for you all,

Issy

**issy02** · June 15th, 2008, 02:23 PM

Ok....im soooo sorry ladies, I know this is going around in circles but I did another test cause af still hasnt shown and she always does when I have a temp drop, anyway it was a BFP and a......clear dark line.....

I feel ok at the moment, no pain, bb's seem to be sore again, I think they get less painful when I dont wear a bra but when I put a bra on, they are very sore. So im not sure why there was a temp drop, but we will see tomorrow what it says. I am def going to get a bt tomorrow, and hopefully it will be good numbers.

Ok thats it for now, im sorry ladies to take you on this stressful rollercoaster with me

Issy

Lovenhope · June 15th, 2008, 02:26 PM

HI Girls,

I know I haven't been in here much. I'm still trying to keep up with everyone, plus I have stacks of work to do. I just needed to share.

I went shopping for bridesmaids shoes today (my cousin is getting married) & the other bridesmaid announced she is pregnant!! Due the same time I would have been if my bub had of not got stuck in my tube

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I was very polite and brave, but felt real crap inside. I hope I get my BFP before the wedding. I think that will help.

Jodsan, I'm sorry you didn't get any replies. I was hoping someone had some advice for you. I hope the naturopath helps.

issy- It doesn't sound like you are totally out yet but here a

anyway.

jen- I am def. addicted to BB- love the list everyone!

Hi to everyone!!

Just one more question:
Has anyone had brown spotting a few days after AF has left? I've had a bit. Maybe my body is still trying to settle down. I hope this doesn't mess with my chances this month.

Thank you everyone for welcoming me. I remember reading a few weeks ago about someone not finding a thread they felt they belonged to (sorry I forgot who it was). I feel a little bit like that.
The hardest part of accepting my loss is the fact that it was my body that was the problem. Not the egg. As the Doc said, 'it was somehow trapped in the tube'. I really wonder if it would have been easier to know that it mis-carried itself & not have to be removed through surgery.

Sorry for rambling. I just let my mind go. I feel a little better getting all that out.

Lovenhope · June 15th, 2008, 02:28 PM

issy- I missed your post while posting. I had a good feeling. I didn't think you were out. Go and get that BT, so you can check your levels.Yay for you!!!!