morning all, damprye-hope af is staying away,i know you said you wouldn"t test again for a while but have you?..bons-sorry af came...possummagic-thinking of you...reet-how are you feeling today,i find the grief is always there,things trigger me of & it's hard but i think it makes us go through the grief,instead of trying to go around...forshelby-sorry things weren't nicer with your mum,glad your home...