Oh Bun! Massive hugs to you! I'm so sorry that things are so hard atm. I really hope that things start to turn around for you soon.

Janeo - hope you have a relaxing holiday! Wow seems like its holiday time for heaps of people in this forum! I really really hope that you O and get a BFP soon. Try not to let the stress of it ruin your relaxation time (easier said than done).

Bekz - LOL, yes as Janeo said Hump day is the middle of the week. I have to say that being in the TTW every day is absolutely crawling atm. And to make things worse its really quiet at work too, which means that I go doubly insane! Any I can't even spend all my time posting here as my B**ch manager is a control freak and watches my screen every second. Besides nobody knows I am TTC so I can't really start cruising the TTC and baby sites now can I?

Salt - I'm so hoping that the cramps are a good sign too. I had a really strange pulling sensation in my womb area today that lasted for about an hour. I sooooo want it to be signs that I am pregnant, but I honestly thing my imagination is running wild! According to FF I should be waiting until 18DPO to test (which is next Sat or Sun off the top of my head), but I am so ready to cave and test, and I know it's far too early! I can be strong, I can be strong, I can be strong, I will not test, I will not test!!!!

Anyhow, going slightly insane incase you did not notice! It's so cruel, every month I get all optomstic and then it all ends in disapointment.

Hope that everyone else is going well. Only 1 more day till the weekend!!!

love

Leyla
xxx