Welcome Lisa!
So sorry to hear about your losses. I hope that things turn around for you really soon. I know that FF can be a little daunting to look at first off, but once you get into putting your temps or whatever in there it starts to make sense. Also they send you really good lessons each day which make things a little easier. I have to say I have become a little addicted to it, it is one thing that you can do while everything else is out of control! I really hope that things work out for you soon!