Satya - I really feel for you and you are not alone here. Hugs, in time the pain will subside and the sun will begin to shine for you again. Sound yourself with those you love and treat yourself. All these things change what happened but they will help you in the long run.

Leyla - Still got my fingers crossed for you. What a great DH.

SP - I am so happy that you and DH are having such a great time. Good on you for having a few wines.

Bun - Welcome back sweety. All I really want to do is give you a big fat hug.

Ok ladies.....I woke at 4.30am!!!! and needed to go to the loo, so I did not know whether to test then or not. So I held on for 1 hour and finally got up and did a test. I was sure that I was going to get a negative because I have extremely bad AF pains atm and no other symptoms. BUT...I got a very strong

So I went back to bed and have been tossing and turning ever since. All sorts of stuff started going through my mind. So I decided to meditate and just relax and now I feel fine. I would like to say that I have a really good feeling about this one, but I don't want to get too excitited (due to all the cramping).