Hi girls,

Hope you all had a good weekend.

JaneO - congrats on your engagement! That is such wonderful news!

Welcome to Lisa and Alex. Sorry to hear of your losses. Hopefully we can be a good support to you both.

Thanks so much for all of your replies. I had an ok weekend away and am feeling a little better now. I am still absolutely terrified that things will never work out for us, and I am not sure even if we should keep trying at the moment. I just feel like it will only die if we try again, and obviously something must be wrong, they just don't know what it is, so what is the point in trying anyway? Now DH does want to try again, and I am not sure if I want to. I have just got an email from my good friend who is pg, but didn't tell me, and it is going to be so hard seeing her go through her pg when we have had such an awful time trying to have the family we want so much. I am still really struggling with things atm.

BekZ - thanks for all the info re vitex. I think I will go and check it out today. Your chart looks fantastic - I can't believe you haven't tested yet!

SP - have a great holiday. I really do hope it will work out for us, but I am just losing hope now. Thanks for your thoughts. Have you made your OB appointment yet? I hope that all will be ok and the clot is gone, and in the meantime you enjoy your holiday!

Sorry for so few personals, so much has been happening here since I last checked, I just can't keep up with it all!

Bun xx