So fustrated now...

My day at work was so much better then yesterday but i feel like rubbish!
I keep feeling like I should be taking steps forward and im just not feeling that, just a numbness.

Talked to my best friend who's due date was 5 days behind mine and she is trying to be supportive but i just feel this green hate come over me................

I hate feeling so helpless cruel and lost all at once!!