Oh Kez-- I meant to say not to worry about still expecting it not to be true. I still feel like that. I'm pretty sure I've now done about 8 HPTs.
Megan-- You won't be alone in here. I"m really nowhere near ready to leave yet. Still don't believe I'm embarking on all this AGAIN!!

I had some period painy sort of feelings today too and I'm still really in denial. I have little faith that this will be different from the other two times. I'm making it very hard for myself to be positive and I'm thinking about investigating hypnotherapy??!! Has anyone tried this? I hope that it is OK that I continue to hang around like a bad smell in this thread. Won't believe it is actually going to happen for us until I see that scan that shows not only a heartbeat but moving limbs!! Thanks again for all your support girlies.
xoxox