Hope - what you are feeling is perfectly normal and natural. It IS hard to see other pregnant people (friends or not). It doesn't get easier no matter how many losses you have and you will grieve. You do have every chance of having a healthy baby ... it just deosn't feel like it today and that is completely normal too.

Just an update HCG 4080 from 775 on Friday :eek: Completely normal rise (however DH did question the possibility of twins but he was kidding ... I hope!!!) So in other words - one stressed mummy to be is now a little less stressed. My poor GP even said she will be grey by the time this baby is born (I reminded her there are 35 weeks to go )