larz- thank you so much for replying. In answer to your question about the doctors looking into the mc's it's a yes and no..... my last bubby tully was formed with an immature egg which passed down through my damaged tube. They checked that one and when I lost Dom they said there was "no known reason" but they never did tests on me, just her . All up I have had 11 pregnancies, I have 3 healthy sons and the rest were angels before they were 20weeks. I know I have only mentioned two but that is only because I feel neglectful and like people will think I don't care as to the fact I don't have the exact dates. I did love them all but the other 6 were very early and each time I had a breakdown afterwards so my memory is blurry. I had the wrong doctors from the start who were never supportive due to my age and the fact they said it was a "good" thing because I already had 3 sons and I should be happy with them and not dwell on things out of my control.

I am still feeling like maybe I am this month, but trying oh so hard not to get my hopes up. Hubby is used to me saying it, he just says "don't tell me that, or you'll get my hopes up too" and sometimes when I'm not he says "I really thought you were this time". Thanx again