Jen - I thought I was in a chat room. I didn't realise there was a difference between a forum and a chat room. I feel so old. You're impressing me with your determination not to POAS. I don't know how you can hold out. Every month I tell myself that I'm not going to test, but every little pain, twinge, blue vein, sore throat, etc is definitely a sign that I'm pregnant. I think I talk myself into testing (unfortunately several times last cycle) because I was so sure I had all the symptoms, but the tests kept coming up negative. Then I start to think that batch of tests must to faulty. I've even convinced DH that the tests were wrong, so we use a different brand ... still negative. Well then I start thinking I must have implanted late this cycle because I did have a bad flu with fevers and temperatures so I couldn't work out when I ovulated so i probably ovulated later, etc, etc. It gets worse, when AF finally arrives, I think maybe I'm one of those women who continue to get AF during their pregnancy. So I try to convince myself that there's a chance I'm still pregnant with half a dozen BFN and AF. Now that's positive (wishful) thinking. I'm a shocker.

Has anyone else had shocker (obsessive) months like that? I'm not sure if I'm just super keen because we finally have been given the green light to try for another bubba, but I seriously thought I had symptoms though.