Oh dellydoo ... great big my lovely. I can imagine that today would have been very difficult and would have left you feeling quite raw. What a strong woman though - that you could already see a positive whilst being surrounded by sadness - that is the sign that you will make it through, with whatever help you need.

You have a wonderful dp too by the sounds of it and that is a big strength. Go and give him a great big squeeze! What did he cook you for brekkie?

I am thinking of your beautiful boy Charles tonight - farwell little man...

GL with your appt tomorrow too - would love to hear how you get on

xx