I just have to say...you are absolutely fantastic!!! You're certainly not loopy and probably don't remember that I was TERRIBLE during the tww - particularly towards the end!!! It's the most difficult time but you do have to try and trust your instincts. Its funny how you start second guessing yourself though isn't it. After some of the things I posted in here, I was so scared when testing but it all worked out in the end. Just like I know it will for you!!! Try and hang in there and test whenever you're ready to test. We're all here to hold your hand. It is difficult getting a BFN when testing too early though, so bear that in mind. I wish I had of waited a little longer before testing - now it's completely stressed me out with my dates and all but you get that. At the time, I think I was worse than you - so just do what you feel is right and go with it!!!! No-one could have told me to wait and finally getting the BFP was just wonderful - it was nice to know I could trust my instincts again!!!!
It's certainly sounding good for you though and I'm praying that you're going to announce a BFP really soon.
Well, not much is happening around my place today. DH is out mowing the lawn like the good husband that he is!! The bloody lawnmower died today, so we had to go buy a new one - not good but we've got heaps of lawn (or should I say weeds), so we really did need it!! The weather is still gorgeous but I think it's going to turn ugly tonight, damn it. I've been loving the sunshine.
I'm still feeling pretty good about everything. Don't quite know how I'm going to get through next week but hopefully it will go really fast. My next scan is Tuesday week and I just can't wait to get it over with. I think we've told far too many people that I'm pg, so we're getting lots of calls and messages asking how everything is. It's starting to stress me out. Either way I can't seem to win. When I don't tell people I sit there stressing about lying to them and desperately want to share our news so they don't think I'm a completly loopy, then when we do tell people, I feel all this pressure to keep the little thing growing!! Crazy stuff. Nah, not letting it get to me as much at the moment, so all good. Might go have a nap on the couch and prepare myself for the big footy match this afternoon - after the Dockers win last night, the Eagles better play well - we just couldn't handle it over here if the Dockers won and the Eagles lost. I do love them both though but my hearts definitely with the Eagles!!!!
Take care everyone - I know I promised to do personals but I just don't seem to have the energy at the moment - sorry!!!!
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