MegsMum Congratulations on the BFP! Sorry this is so late. I wish you a happy & healthy pg with a gorgeous scrummy bub in your arms in 8mths.
Zennie Congratulations on the BFP I hope you and DP work something out. Neither you nor your bub need the stress right now.
TwoMums Megan I am so sorry to read about your dad. It must be a really difficult thing to go through, like entering another phase of your life. I hope you feel free to put down your feelings about that in here as well. Good luck with the tww.
Cherie I know this is a bit late, but your mum's poem is beautiful & touching.
Kerry I didn't get the job in the dodgy area. This job is a much better one, but I will be working with DH! Don't have to do nearly as much travel as you seem to do tho!
Satya I'm sorry you've had a difficult return to work. It will get easier. From what I've read, IVF sounds really really hard. There seems to be likelihood of disappointment at so many points in the cycle. You can concieve naturally, and that is the main thing that IVF seems to help. Although I think they can also screen for embryos that aren't growing well, and reduce the likelihood of m/c a bit that way. Have you thought of seeing a recurrent m/c clinic at the same time?
Rachael :hugs: You poor thing. A m/c is hard enough without having to go thru the same m/c twice. If it helps, its exactly what I keep thinking "I wish I was (still) pregnant". I assumed you'd taken a break from work? Can you not take some time off and/or get someone else to do your work for a while? Can your manager not tell the client that you are having some health probs and to lay off a bit? I hate it when clients treat you like a robot. I hope the bleeding stops soon and the anemia eases up. Big
zionsmom I hope your missing AF stays missing because of a BFP. Good luck with it. Oh and I filled out your survey.
SweetPetite How exciting! You are so close to starting ttc. I wish you all the best.
Las IVF is not an easy thing to go thru and to m/c after a successful cycle must be devastating. I hope it all gets easier for you, and that your break makes you even stronger.
Treelo How stressful! What a relief it must have been to find Lawson again! I hope you never have to go thru that again. Bummer about AF tho.
LittleScottishBoy Oooh! You're in the best part of the cycle. Happy dancing!
Dawnee Welcome but at the same time, I'm sorry you have to be in here. Its not selfish at all to look after yourself first. Its responsible.

I haven't started chemo yet. The last week my HCG has moslty been dropping but v slowly. So the doc is happy to monitor my levels for a while in case it goes down naturally. So at the moment, I'm living BT to BT. If I get a high result, I'll have to start chemo and not be able to TTC for 18mths. But if it goes down, I wait till the next BT. Makes my life hard to plan, but could be worse. After a long dark miserable period, I finally feel positive again. And have a little hope that I might be able to start ttc sometime this year instead of Jan 2009!

I've been keeping myself busy with shopping, picnic-ing, partying and am going to join the gym again tonight. I need to be able to fit into my new clothes after all the boozing!