Hi Clairabel, thanks for ur friend's story. I allowed myself to think this just one time then put it out of my mind. I'm seeing a gyn for a scan today and thought, wouldn't it be nice if there was another healthy bub lurking somewhere. Be better than it turning out that one of the twins was a partial mole. But realistically, I don't think anything could have survived the 2 D&Cs, IV anti-biotics, iron supplements, etc. I am still passing clots (sorry if TMI), so the HCG is prob just "retained product".

I am so over it all. I've been m/c for over 4 weeks now, and just want it to end. More than that, I just want to have a baby, or 2 or 3! I don't care about ttc or falling pg, I just want kids. I keep doing sad (and psychotic) things like looking at baby stuff & going to the Johnsons & Johnsons website! *sigh* I wish I could skip all this and land on the otherside with a scrummy soft bub in my arms.

Hope you're going well. I've been stalking you in the PAML! At how many weeks should the doppler pick up heartbeats? I didn't realise that that was something ppl could do at home & without med training etc.

Will BBL after the scan. Am afraid the gyn will recommend another D&C or more IV anti-biotics, or my deepest fear, chemo