Hi All-

Feels like I've been away forever! At the beginning of Sept my DH had to work a lot and that made my life extra busy and time just flew. Anyway, just
wanted to pop in and say 'Hi' to everyone. I see congrats are in order to Dawneee and Mammal! Congratulations to you both! Wishing you H&H pgs.

Treelo: Belated b-day to you. Sorry you didn't get the present of a vacation for AF this month. Hopefully her birthday present (of taking about a 9mo vaca!) will come to you soon!

Welcome to BW & Bunny's Mum. I hope your stay here is a short one with a very happy ending.

Satya - glad to see you're still lurking about. I'm sorry you've had such a rough patch (like sandpaper actually!). You don't deserve it. Stay strong - I hope all
your dreams come true.

LSB: Sorry AF reared her ugly head. Good luck with the FS - it's great your DH is willing to go.

As for me, AF FINALLY showed up about a week short of 3 months from my D&C. It was forever! But I remember it took 3mo after I had my DD so I shouldn't have been surprised. This past weekend I practically had a breakdown. My DH says he does not want to try again - he is good with the one we have. He had all kinds of reasons as to why not but I just can't accept that. After some tears, I was able to get him to agree to try again but there's all
these hanging stipulations like none of this every-other-day for a week stuff, and no FS. All I could get him to agree to was not using protection. So
pretty much it's going to be a lot of luck for me. Sept was out because he was so tired from working all those extra hours he 'couldn't imagine bringing
another kid into the mix'. I don't know...it happened last time under these same circumstances (i.e., just some well-timed BDing) but I am so afraid it's
not going to happen when I so desperately want it to. On the other hand, I was able to get pg last time so maybe...? It's all very hard to think about and sometimes reading in here makes me more anxious. But the support in here is so great it's hard to stay away. I still haven't been able to see my friend who was 6wks ahead of me (and, unlike me, is still pg). Friday she IMed me we should get together (before she goes on maternity leave - like I needed the reminder) and I just didn't answer. Then today I skipped a meeting partly b/c I was afraid I'd run into her. Turns out I got an award for some work I'd done and I probably should have gone. Oh well. I can't believe it's been 3 mos and I still can't bring myself to see her but I've m/c'ed during both her pgs + 1 so it's just so upsetting to have to deal with. I know I should just grow up!

Anyway, 'Hi' to all I missed. to all!