TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ October 07

[Beaksie]

Dont know about implantation chick, cause I've never had it, though the timing would seem to fit. I'll keep my fingers and toes crossed for you. Hoping you get one helluva BIG FAT positive!

[Wowzer]

Hi Ladies, I have been thinking of you all. 23 days till my wedding so I'm a bit preoccupied but I still read my email updates.

Hoping to come back to lots of BFPs.

[AnnaBelle]

Evening ladies,

Thank god it is friday!!!

Beaksie - My god i am so excited for you - I am hoping that you are going to announce your very very soon !!!!!!!

STARRYSKY - Hello dear girl - wow that sounds very intersting - are you thinking implantation ?? Tell me more!!

Hello Wowzer - getting married so very soon wow!!!! That is so exciting I got married almost a year ago myself - it is such an exciting and stressful time so all the best to you

sorry not much to report - DH & I just went for a huge walk and now just had a beer to cool down afterwards so maybe we shall bd later -
Thank god it is Friday!!!!!!!
Hi to everyone
AnnaBelle

[Beaksie]

Hi Annabelle- Glad you're relaxing with a beer.... Ive just had a midstrength myself. I know, I know tww and all that, but 1. One midstrength isnt gonna hurt, 2. I'll prob wake to find AF, though have been saying that for a week 3. I bloody need it!
Its been stinkin hot here, 35C and soooo humid. Took dd to the local pool this morning, which Id say will become a habit, cause from here on in the heat up here is pretty unbearable.
Had to change my doc appt to next Thurs, as DD's swimming lessons start Tues morn. Whatever! As you can tell, not excited as Im not expecting anything. Have a nasty feeling, this wait is going to end in the Mother of all Afs!
Wowzer - glad to see you're still around. Goodluck with the wedding preps. So excited for you.
Starrysky - How was your Fri? Anything exciting planned for the weekend???
Everyone else GDAY!!! Hope you all have a happy (and productive hehe) weekend!!

[diva det]

hey all,
just thought I would join in your forum as just about start a FET after the loss of our bubba at 12weeks gestataion.
Today is day 1 so going for a scan on day 10 to see how we are going and hoping for a FET around 2 more weeks
fingers cross that this one works as this is a last frostie bub and last cycle we can afford until next year!!!
Our bubba was conceived after trying for four years this time around and several IVF attempts. I lost my bubba without any warning when i went for my scan at 12 weeks only to discover that the heart had stopped a couple of days before. So far all the testing i have had cannot find a reason why it happened.
so here we are back at the start and hoping and praying for a miracle again
thats it in a nutshell and look foward to hopefully graduating from this forum soon and taking you all with me-Sounds like a great plan hey!!!!
game on time
odette

[littlescottishboy]

Odette - hello muchkin and welcome. I had the same experience as you, a missed miscarriage at 12 weeks, discovered at the 12 week scan. It was so upsetting and i know how you must have felt. This was a while ago for me, but we went on to have a healthy bub, and i know you will too. (Have had another recent m/c but am not giving up!)

Beaksie - oh my goooooooooooooooooooosh hun. I hope you find out soon one way or another. I reckon i wouldn't have stopped at one beer; i would have had the whole damn case i would be so frustrated!!!!!

Satya and Lee - wow girls - sounds so positive for you both - those symptoms sound great. Bring on the BFP's and start off a great wave of BFP's for us all!

Wowzer - how exciting about your wedding matey. All the best to you for it.

Annabelle - happy BDing this weekend matey.

StarrySky - hi munchky, how u doing?

Big hi's to everyone else. Big hugs too.

Well, my news... I am SOOOOOOOOOOO grumpy today. I couldn't believe how emotional i was this morning at work, i just burst into tears over the tiniest thing that i would normally not even think twice about. Then i was so grouchy and angry all day for no particular reason, which completely destroyed my Friday. I am so annoyed at myself but i just couldnt shake it. I can't wait to get to sleep tonight and hopefully wake up in a happier mood. SO EMOTIONAL - This is either a huge dose of PMT or ... nope, just not gonna think it cos i don't want to get my hopes up like i do every month.

And to top it all off, another woman at work is now pregnant (that makes five now)- without apparently trying. (GRRRRRRRR.) I hate how they always have to throw that in. Even though they don't know how hard it has been for us, i still feel like it is a punch in the face. Anyone else feel like that? How is best to deal with the crap way it makes you feel?

Anyway, sorry to be such a moody grumpy-bum. Best place for me is my bed i think. Chat soon.
LSB xoxo

[satya]

Hi ladies I caved and tested just now. 12DPO & I got a . It's a little stronger than the faint one I got on 13DPO last time which is encouraging.

As much as I felt that I just might be pregnant I'm still a little shocked because I did nothing to encourage things this cycle, in fact if anything I discouraged it. I drank heaps of coffee at the time I conceived as I was very stressed (I thought both coffee and stress were no good for conception). I've been off the coffee this week since I got the dip in temp....cos I just had a feeling. I havent' taken Vitex for two months either. I did not drink pineapple juice, I did nothing absolutely nothing.

Lee - I have my fingers crossed for a BFP for you tomorrow.

[butterfly_warrior]

Odette, just want to welcome you - nice to have another IVFer in the group!

Satya, you sneaky thing! I'll be hoping that this is the stickiest BFP ever! Congratulations!

Still not a great deal happening here - just waiting to find out what the next step is and keeping very busy with work!

BW

[Lee]

SATYA - unreal news!!! just unreal!!!!! So happy you got such a lovely unexpected BFP.......... I tell you life just happens when we least expect it...... and I've learnt to always expect the unexpected!!!!!!! Great that line is darker than last time ..... I know you'll be worried........ not much you can do about that, but take it a day at a time, and enjoy being pregnant, hopefully for the next 9 months. How are you feeling??????????? Did you get the moody-ness this time, any cramping the last couple of days?

I have not caved in - I'm so much stronger than you actually, I'm not game to test........ but will do it in the morning anyway. For some reason, I know I won't be upset if it's a negative, as I have faith it will happen very soon anyway. Perhaps it's when we "let go" of all that neediness, thats when things come back at us.

OK, enough lecture - your BFP has DEFINATELY brightened up my day! Good for you Satya!!

Lee xox

[Beaksie]

Satya OMG, OMG, OMG!!!!
Thats absolutely incredible, I am SOOOOO happy for you!!!
Told you it was meant to be !!!!!
Cheers to you, and wishing you an HH preg. Welldone!!

[missbelinda77]

Congratulations Satya - what wonderful news for you and your DF!

[treelo]

Thats just wonderful news Satya, best of luck for a wonderful sticky uneventful 9 months.

BW - Glad your keeping busy hun, i think of you often and wonder where your at with everything. Take care and keep us posted. hugs

Beaksie - any sign of AF yet hun?

kbowman - miss you hun

well im just plodding along, focusing on loosing weight to try and lesson the agony of the tww.
hugs to all
treelo

[Beaksie]

Hi Treelo! Hows things??
Day 9 and still no sign of AF.
Used my last HPT 2 day. Crystal clear. Cant be sure, but it's possible I got the faintest faintest vertical line. I mean sooo faint the Dp thinks Im imagining things, but if I hold it to the light (I know Im grasping!) I can see a faint shadow. It came up in the time, but looks like what Id expect of an evap line. I NEVER get anything at all though, so its given me a little hope.
If I O'd when I think I did, at about day 26, that would make me about 11dpo. What do you think??? I think perhaps Im going insame. BTW it wasnt FMU.

[treelo]

Honey i dont think your insane, and if i were you, i would wait till Monday and do the test again with FMU and if there is the faintest of lines again then i would be doing the happy dance !!!!!! Trust me i know what its like to analize those rotten tests until im blue in the face and still not see a line, so if you think you can see it then i doubt that its there....
Best of luck hun, i cant wait to hear some happy news from you !!

hugs
treelo

[littlescottishboy]

Satya - WOO HOO!!!!!!! Fantastic news hun! You so deserve this. All the best for a h & h 9 months ahead! (And please sprinkle a little baby dust over this way!).

Beaksie - you never know hun, sounds pretty positive - i agree with Treelo; wait till Monday and do it again. Fingers and everything crossed for you chicky!!!

Lee - not long to go now matey till u test as well - good luck and may the force be with you!

Treelo - hi matey. We are about the same in our 2WW... we can keep each other sane!

BW - hi hun, great to hear from u again. How's things?

Hi to anyone i may have missed. As for me, still feeling down and so over this whole TCC thing. It' s such a bloody rollercoaster ride. I just want smooth sailing for while i think!

[diva det]

see I join this forum and two BFP's!!! We are on a rally now so put on your rally caps and lets get outta here!!!!
congrats girls - that is awesome!!!!
odette

[Beaksie]

Ive been staring at the bloody test for hours. I dont know. I reckon there's the faintest thing there,but what if Im talking myself into it? Can really only see at arms length. Dp said "it's not it. I can see something, but it's blue. It's sposed to be pink", and Im like, well no not on this one. Im so sick of over analysing. Id convinced myself af was on the way so I wouldnt be too disappointed. Now I know if she arrives, I'll be crushed. Need to know, am feeling really down about the whole thing.
Sorry everyone

[Lee]

Beaksie - your just going to have to do another test with FMU - if you think you can see a faint line today - it should be a bit clearer in the morning I think you must be pregnant, where is AF - are you normally this late??? It is the most obvious reason for AF being this late.... and if you did O later in your cycle, it's just been too early for you to get a positive hpt........ I'm you and me get two whopping huge fat thick BFPs in the morning light

Lee