TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ October 07

[STARRYSKY]

hi beaksie,
so sorry you are feeling so feral, did you test again today? At least when you go to the docs either way hopefully you will be able to get some answers as to what the hell your body is doing.
I wish I could give you a big pat on the back and try to cheer you up.
xxx

[STARRYSKY]

hey beaksie, sorry to hear you are feeling so feral, at least when you go to the docs you should hopefully be able to find out either way, what the hell your body is doing.
did you test again today?

[STARRYSKY]

oops!! thought I lost the post, sorry !!

[Beaksie]

Hi Starrysky - yes. Tested with confirm this morning for BIG FAT NEG. Whatever.
How are you anyway? Not long til you test. Have my fingers crossed for you. BTW chickie, I really like your ticker. It's pretty.

[STARRYSKY]

thankyou beaksie, I like it too!
trying not to think about it too much, just yet anyway.
well not long till you will know whatever is happening, I really hope everything is okay.
xxx

[AnnaBelle]

UUUGGGGGGGHHHH

I just posted a really long message and I got logged off for some reason !!

So hello everyone - Beaksie !!!!!! Hang on to your sanity girl - if you feel like you want to pull back a bit on the TTC thing you are doing the best thing possible - glad to hear you will still pop in from time to time - but hey see what happens at the docs - maybe a blood test may prove your BFN this morning wrong !!

STARRY SKY - HELLO THERE !!


bunny's mum - Hello to you too - I am just new to the temping stuff too - i must say i am not good at the analysis of CM but hopefully will muddle through - how about you ?? I must say i feel like i am doing something positive by trying to chart my cycle - I guess it can only help

satya - Hello - How are you feeling - still high with excitement I bet
My temp has gone back to the usual 36.5 this morning after the spike 37 deg on sunday so we will see - i am on cd15 today
Problem is I keep falling asleep before DH gets home from work!! IYKWIM

hi Pash - I am new here so hello to you and good luck getting back to zero level!!

Fingers crossed this post will work
AnnaBelle

[littlescottishboy]

Hi Annabelle, we must b on at the same time!

Beaksie - oh hun, the biggest of massive hugs to you matey. It's so hard sometimes and i jsut wish you all the best so that you find out one way or another soon. We will always be here for you.

Hi Starry, HJ, Bunny's Mum, nice to hear from u all again.
Hi to everyone else too.

My news - Day 23 today (8 DPO),crazily emotional and i mean FERALLY emotional. I have cried everyday over such dumb things. I am starving at night and am being a moody b**ch to poor old DH!!! I am wondering whether we may have caught the eggy after all, or is my silly mind just making it all up cos i want to be pregnant...i am so OVER THIS!!!!!!

Aaahhh.... i so want to be one of those people who finds out at about 3 months or more, "oh, i had no idea i was pregnant till now" etc...i can't handle the anxiety!

Sorry for the rant and for having a selfish post.

[AnnaBelle]

Hi lsb,

Be as "selfish" as you like - we are all here to listen to each other
So how long are your cycles???? When do you start testing?? I hope you
test before three months passes you by

I am on cd15 so a little behind you.
Have a good night - get some chocolate out and a good cup of tea and
i guarantee an instant calm will come over you

Anna

[satya]

Pash - That must be so frustrating for you. I hope it is back to zero very soon.

Beaksie - TTC can be very stressful and it gets harder the longer you have to do it. My first pregnancy took 3 years to achieve and I lost it straight away and never conceived in that relationship for another 5 years so I really do understand. Luckily my second one only took 9 months (with my new man) and the next one took 3 cycles, then I think 3 cycles again for this one. You just have to learn to be patient as it is a big waiting game. Waiting to O, waiting to see what symptoms you get, waiting to test, waiting to see if AF arrives, then if you get pregnant again waiting to see if the spotting is going to start again, waiting for blood test results....waiting waiting waiting...patience is an absolute must. I hope you feel better today.

Littlescottish boy - I hope your mood swings are for a good reason. I have my fingers crossed for you.

Annabelle - you need to keep awake or you will never catch that eggie.

Hi to everyone else.

I'm going to see the doctor tonight after work to get a slip for a BT. I'm quite nervous about doing it as I don't think I'll take it well if the result is not as high as I'd like. Anyway I guess it has to be done. Probably wont get the test done for another day or two as have to fit it in around work as I don't want anyone to know what's going on. When I woke this morning my BBs were sore for sure and I could smell a strong stench of onion even though my DF could not so I guess things are OK. I'm also having to get up at night to wee and my nose is still blocked.

[Lee]

Hi ladies,

Satya - good to hear things are swimming along fine........... it all stays that way. You are tortoring yourself getting a BT - but good luck, I hope it returns much needed peace of mind

I have not re-tested from Sunday morning - AF due today........ can't tell if she's coming - bb's are a bit sore, and I'm extremely and to quote LSBoy "FERALLY emotional!!" It's really really awful. So, it's either severe pms or something else. Will probably re-test in the morning if AF stays away.

Beaksie - good luck today - when will you get your results? I you have had 50 DUD HPTs the last 2 weeks, and that your blood test comes up trumps gotta think positively eh............

LSBoy - your "symptoms" sound good!!!!!!

Pash - good to see you pop in - you have gotta be so over "waiting" - Satya summed it up so aptly - must have patience in the ttc game - well it still p...sses me off that others get what they want so easily - but I guess we will appreciate our children so much more than the general population....... good luck Pash, I hope when you fall pregnant next you have triplets, big fat healthy ones.... big hugs xo

Well, will take my feral emotional self off to keep busy today...........

Hello to everyone else.

Lee xo

[treelo]

morning all !!

Lee - I hope AF stays away for you and you get a BFP !!
LSB - How you going cycle buddy !!! Have you caved yet and tested ?? i havent, this is the longest i have ever lasted !!! yah for me.
Pash - I really feel for you, having to wait this long. sending loads of hugs to you.
Beaksie - Best of luck with your bt sweety, i hope you get some answers soon.
Satya - i think the bt is the best way to go to ease your mind, good luck hun, and thanks for popping into my journal.
Annabelle - goodluck for when you test hun. I hope you caught the eggie !!
Starrysky - I luuuuv your ticker too !!! not long to go now hun, hang in there !!

Hi to anyone i missed, i hope your all well.

Well i havent tested yet at 9DPO, this is a huge achievement for me, as i normally cave around 7 in the hope that i O early !! This morning i ordered my 10miu hpt from LC so as soon as they come (in about 2 days) then i will test !!

No real symptoms except so very tired all the time, which i hope is something !!

hugs
treelo

[Beaksie]

Hi everyone. Just wanted to say a huge thanks to you all for basically putting up with my woe is me type crap for the past few weeks. You've all been wonderful, and kept me (reasonably) sane. I know Ive been painful, and I also know that some of you have got a lot more reason than me to whinge, but still manage to keep positive. So sorry, and again thanks.
Took dd for her first swimming lesson this morning, which was great fun, and has cheered me up immensely. Still dont know where Im at. AF is now 12 days overdue, and I just dont feel like shes coming. Certainly dont feel pg either though. Wait will be over soon, as Ill get a bt on Thurs morning.
Hope you're all doing well, and talk later.

[treelo]

awww Beaksie, your not being a pain... this is exactly what where here for hun and dont ever feel bad for showing your true feelings. Gosh i think we have all ranted and raved or mopped about something and there are always lovely ladies here to pick us up and help us get through.

Please dont feel you have to apologise....were all here for you and cheering on team Beaksie !!!!

hugs
treelo

[Beaksie]

Thanks heaps Treelo, you dont know how much I appreciate all the support in here, specially as I have no family nearby

[satya]

Quick question ladies. Has anyone here had what I can best describe as O type pain when they were newly pregnant?

It's coming and going and it's kinda at the top of my hip but below my ribs on the right side. Yep, here comes the paranoia about every damn little twinge.

[Beaksie]

Hi Satya. I dont get O pain so its hard to say, BUT when Ive been pg Ive had all types of stretchy, niggly, stabby, achy pains imaginable. I think its normal. PLEASE try and relax and enjoy. Trust me I know its hard, but you deserve this. It's gonna happen this time!!

[treelo]

Same for me Satya, i dont get O pain, but when pregnant i get many many niggles and pains. So im sorry but im no help to you hun.

[MistyFying]

Time for a new thread ladies. Here you go