MelissaL I'm so sorry that we seem to have so much in common. Though my twins turned out not to be molar. My HCG is high now either because I've got very persistent (but normal) retained product or that I've got trophoblastic disease and it is going away on its own. I am assuming that it is the first one and that everything is still normal. Its interesting that you decided to TTC at 3 months of 0 HCG. If the mole did grow back, do you know how long it would take to get dangerous for you? If you did fall PG, and then the mole grew back, would that affect the baby? If you did fall PG, then the mole grew back, and all went well with the bub, you might need treatment after giving birth. This would put you out of the TTC picture for a year after finishing treatment. Would you be ok with that? But I think it must be ok. The literature the mole clinic here gives mentions stories of people who fell PG before the 6mth wait was over, and they had their kid and it was fine. I figure if the clinic tells this story, then its probably an ok risk? Also my specialist said that he tells people to wait 6mths, but with older women he lets them know that if they wanted to, they could start trying earlier. So I think it must be fine. I just noticed that you lost your twins on my 30th birthday. I'm sorry.

I finally had my appointment at the recurrent m/c clinic. Stupid nurse pr1cked me 3 times cos she kept missing my vein and the blood kept stopping. Then she had the nerve to tell me that it was my fault cos I didn't have brekky!!

But it was all worth it. The chromosome tests have proven that DH is a man and I'm a woman. No idea why they needed to do chromosome tests to prove that, they could have looked between my legs like all the other docs have.

I don't know the other results yet, but a scan showed something weird in my uterus wall again, so they've scheduled me for an MRI. I panic when I think about it cos I'm claustrophobic and don't know how I'm going to cope with it.

Soulmate Hiya! IKWYM. I sometimes imagine all three of my angels alive & running about and me with my arms full of my little family. Then *sigh* back to reality. I don't want to wish for twins again, but I would be thrilled if we could have healthy twins.

Treelo Bugger! How frustrating.
Satya So much is happening all at once for you I hope you and DF sort things out. And any news on the lap?
Jayney I'd rather not know about an early m/c and preferred to think it was a late/heavy period. But, once you know you were pregnant, there is no going back. You can't wipe your memory and male doc shouldn't expect you to. Also, he shouldn't be deciding that its best for you to treat it as though it wasn't a m/c. It was, and he should do his best to treat you or analyse it (my 2 cents). I'm glad you found another doc who treated you better.
Rachael Got my for you this cycle!
Ems Congratulations on getting married!! Pity that you needed the D&C after all. Maybe there could be a honeymoon bub on the cards?! Either way, wishing you an awesome honeymoon.
Lee Hiya hun. How are you doing? I've been away a bit, but still been thinking of you. Sounds like a good thing that you're taking it easy with TTC (lets see how long that lasts ). I'm going the other way. I bought a thermometer and I'm going to start temping. But apparently the digital thermometer I bought isn't a BBT one, so its not going to work. D'oh!
Aww Dawneee.. I'm so sorry. Its so unfair.
Beaksie I have days like that too. And no amount of rational thinking can convince me that things will be ok and that we will have a family. But things will be ok and I hope you feel more positive by the time you read this.