Oh Satya i am so sorry for what you are going through hun. You need the biggest hug in the world!!! I hope you are in a position to take good care of you at the moment. I believe that all things happen for a reason and i hope that you guys are able to work through this is that is the best thing for you. You are in my thoughts matey.

Everyone else, i will catch up and do personals during the week - we had the most HORRENDOUS weekend ever - we had to take Angus to emergency ward with non-stop spontaneous nose bleeding (very scary), six hours of testing for the poor little darling (he was screaming down the corridors cos they couldn't find his veins for blood tests and they kept jabbing him and digging around), x-rays then found out he has pneumonia!!!! All related to previous infection which he hasn't shaken (and we just thought he had a cold and cough). So....three days in hospital with a little 18month old toddler who was thinking why am i here, why does everyone keep poking m, what is this painful drip in my arm and why won't Mummy help me. Anyway, i am off work for the week to care for him cos he is a very sick little boy. Please send us positive vibes everyone that the preumonia goes away real soon.

Hugs to you all and i hope you had a better long weekend than me. So emotionally drained - BDing is definitely the last thing on my mind.