Well done on being strong, satya. I just can't imagine how painful it would be to be in your position right now, but you truly are doing the best thing for yourself.

treelo, makes perfect sense. Nice to find someone else rambles a lot when sleepy. Still not entirely sure of what I'm thinking and feeling, but I'm sticking around anyway.

Day two of my antibiotics and I'm feeling marginally better. But I've pretty much completely lost my voice now, so I sound even worse. Such a badly timed sinus infection, but it is mirroring my first FET exactly. Just a shame that DH is away - I can't talk to him on the phone because I either squeak or croak. It's hard to tell whether my increasing anxiety levels are from hormones, or just knowing that I'm getting ever closer to my transfer and being pregnant again... and having to face that scary reality.

BW