hj1981:
Oh hun....its hard isnt it......it does get better...I think being the first time round you kinda expect more and the disappointment is so intense......youo just cant give it...youo need to pick yourself up, brush yourself off and go again.....when things get a little tough.....think about the next time you are going to do it again and have something to look forward to....Its very hard but with these ladies in here talking to you everyday....it makes all the difference..they have got me through the biggest isssues without even realising.........so thanks ladies.......stay positive hun!!