Hi Susannah,

My heart goes out to you, as you must have had a difficult year, x 2. I am so anxious to get AF and start TTC again, however equally as scared. I don't think that I will be able to relax until around the 14 or 15 week mark next time around, and even then, I will always be anxious. Pregnancy is so painfully unpredicatable yet wonderful at the same time!

Many people say to have a break from charting to recover emotionally, but I think if I keep a track of my temps and know I have O'd, I will be able to guess when AF is showing up and will feel much closer to moving forward.

I'm still wondering why, I can't help it. I was taking Vitex, so I wonder if that had some connection? I know I will never have an answer as there often isn't one, but I just hold hope in the fact that many people go on to have healthy babies both before and after miscarriages have happened.

I wish you all the luck in the world and hope to meet you in the pregnancy threads again VERY soon.

xx