Wouldn't you know it, now I am pregnant again I'm not as obsessed! It feels like I'm trying too hard to get into it again - I already know all this stuff, I don't really feel like reading all my baby books again, find out what birth is like, etc. I've already done it this year! Can't I just skip to 32 weeks and go from there again?
So you have that excited - scared feeling I am dreading is going to happen once it happens? Isnt it weird how you want the pregnant feeling so bad, and then even the prospect of being preg is daunting. (40weeks is a long time)
The thing I am trying to get my head around is in 10 days AF is due, but my feelings are that we are this month, and I cannot go and buy baby stuff, I dont need a cot (I have a brand new one) I dont need a new anything I had everything I needed ready for my Matthew. Funny enough on the weekend before I went into labour at 39 weeks, I had been nesting and getting ready. Bottles were sterlised, cot was set up. Rosker was out in the lounge, Mats on the floor. Nappy change table all ready and prepped, all the lotins and powders and wipes I would need. (not to mention the 4 packs of newborn huggies I bought when they were on sale. )
My question is.... what do we do in the 40 weeks???? when others are preparing, buying and getting excited?
:hugs: I do hope I will be joining you this month in the "pregnant after late loss" and just maybe we can ride this one out together. When all is said and done, we need to see and feel the joy in being pregnant again. (lol have you noticed I am already talking like I am?!?!"
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