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[Lynn]

CeCe, I am so so sorry for the loss of your precious Eli It is devastating to lose a baby and I'm sorry that you had to go through what you did. Oh course you can join this thread. The girls here are wonderful and will help you through every step of the way.

I lost my precious, perfect son Cooper last November to a cord accident and we too saw his little body on an u/s with no heartbeat. To hear those words is heartbreaking.

I hope you can get some answers as to how you lost Eli. Take care babe

[CeCeSays]

Thank you Lynn,

I got the first step today.. I got the Obs office ( I have since changed to a wonderful doc who is very very proactive) to hand over my labwork. The office mgr. made some comment that I wouldn't understand them anyway. I have been an RN for 13 years, so that kinda urked me a bit.

I have had scleroderma for 21 years but its been in remission for 13... I just never thought it'd be an issue... I think I was wrong (it happens)

I tested pos for MTHFR heterozygous, and the viper venom screen came back high at 50. Whats odd is my homocysteine is low. If I was a betting woman.. which I can't be as my hubby is a pastor, my money would be on an autoimmune issue/thrombophillia. I am just perplexed how I could have had two easy no complication pregnancies and then, ****... I am a secondary late miscarrier. another lovely term.

Thank you so much for your response! I am sorry for your loss as well. Words seem so cheap when it comes to loss so great.

CeCe