Sonni, I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son Sebastian It is absolutely devastating to hear that another bub has grown its wings too soon. I'm glad that you have found us here as this is a wonderful place to get lots of support.

I lost my first son Cooper in Nov 06 at 37 weeks, he was born with the cord tightly around his neck. Like Auntie M, I have an answer as to why I lost Cooper but I still ask why, and how.

I hope the 2ww goes fast for you and at the end you are given the magical news of a bfp Good luck