Panic and LPD

[Inanna]

HI Nicole... :hugs: I can hear from your post how down you are feeling and I am sorry. I truly understand how it feels.
You can have one whacky cycle without having an LPD - but it's really great that you have your eye on it. I developed a LPD after my losses and I was treated effectively with clomid. What I would recommend with this next cycle is that you use those opk's again and count 8 days from your positive and have a progesterone level done. This will give a good indicator. You can go to your gp to request this. If you do have an issue I would see an obs asap. It is quite normal to take at least 6 months for your body to get back in the swing of things after birthing. It's so frustrating and it's so painful... :hugs:

I hope that helps some. You could join all of the wonderful women TTC after stillbirth/recurrent miscarriage in the chatter thread HERE if you would like. You will get so much support as you go about this journey...

[Lynn]

Nicole - I hear everything you are saying. I am so sorry that you got a bfn and the wicked witch has arrived.

I know it doesn't take away the pain that you are feeling now but there are a few of us that are struggling to conceive following the loss of our babies. I lost my son Cooper at 37 weeks and it is nearly his 6 month birthday. We have been TTC pretty much straight away after we lost him. I haven't been ovulating so it has been very hard to fall pg so I know the frustrations. You have this desire, desperation to be pg again and it consumes you. Just know that we are all here to support and guide you on this journey.

Getting a bfn every month is heartbreaking but you need to pick yourself up and think positive that it is going to happen next month. Use opk's and have a bt like Deb suggested to monitor your prog.

I know the feeling of hating your body and feeling sick that you are stuck inside a body that you hate because it just doesn't work. You need to believe that your body will work and that it will carry another beautiful baby and you will have that baby, screaming in your arms. You need to believe and you need to stay positive. Please come and join us in the TTC thread. We would love to have you there.

Take care :hugs:

[Spring Angel]

Nicole: I am so sorry for you loss sweetie. The other ladies are totally right, it is ok to have bad days but just know that tomorrow is a new day.

I think everyone has offerred some really good news about how to deal with a possible LPD. You seem like you are doing the right thing tracking Ovulation and I think that the Blood Test Flowerchild mentioned sounds like a really good idea. It will make you feel like you have a plan and are being proactive.

Just know that we are here for you hun and you can feel free to tell us when you are having a really bad day so that we can help lift you up.

Big :hugs:
Lv Spring