hi everyone we got transferred back to taree this week. miranda has reached 1.4 kg so far. shes getting so big now
she'll be in hospital for maybe another 3-4 weeks. untill she gets the sucking thing working good. im loving all the new baby stuff in the shops atm. i cant help myself i keep buying stuff.
anyway better go gotta get some sleep gotta go up in 3 hrs for next feed.
talk soon.
love cindee ......xxxxxxooooooo
sorry been MIA - things not so great with my beanie baby. I had some staining on thurs night and spent all day yesterday being poked and prodded at my local gp and then at Latrob regional hospital.
The verdict is the the DR is expecting me to start mc within the next week. I had a US and the SAC was approx 5w4d there was a teeny yolk sac within that we nearly missed but no foetal pole was detected, bloods revealed 8000 hcg which is consistant with the sac. US man said not to give up just yet it could be too early still so I am heading back to my GP on monday to organise another blood test and another US.
Usually I have a gut instinct on these things but I come up with nothing. MS symptoms are still strong but I know these can fade quickly too.
So if beanie baby flies the coup I will be starting the investigation side of things which is good I s'pose but in way I hope they find nothing wrong.
I think if things go pear shaped and I start that human guinea pig journey I may just be away from all BB and all baby related things as I am finding this very difficult to deal with.
Please send me all the sticky vibes you can muster and I am hoping for a happy outcome but have learned to not hold my breathe.
NaeNae - Hang in there bud, I will be for you for the week. But if it doesnt work out I have strong hopes that you will get there soon. Other people have had numerous MC's but got there in the end - you will too.
I think that is an excellent idea to do some investigations as painful as it will be at least you may get some answers.
But I really with all my heart hope that beanie sticks.
Thinking of you honey xoxo
All the best
Much love me
Nae sweetheart, I'm so sorry you're going through this uncertain time, but as always I am keeping everything crossed for you and your little beanie and I hope and pray everything is OK.
Sending you all the sticky vibes in the world and keep praying for you hun
for your little beanie baby.
I pray to God all is well, don't lose hope yet hun .
Nae -- definitely sending you all the you asked for and more. It's not over until it's over, and from what you're described it's definitely not over yet. There are so many examples of 5-6 weeks being too early to see anything and the downside to those very early scans is how much panic they can cause, even if the doctor knows and tells you that it doesn't have to mean anything yet. There are also lots of examples of staining, spotting, and bleeding that meant nothing or resolved themselves -- after lots of spotting weeks 5 through 16 and 4 separate incidents of big gushing bleeds, here I am at full term. We all have our fingers crossed for you.
Nae, sending you tons of sticky vibes sweetie and sending up lots of prayers that little Beanie is in fact doing well and will continue to grow strong. As some of the girls have said, spotting happens to a lot of people and turns out to be nothing at alll. Thinking of you.
I'm very frasturated ATM as belly either crashes on me or I can't get on. Just a quick post in case I lose it again....
Teagz, that's a beautiful song, thank you. Just a quick note about SANDS, the meetings have helped me heaps since I've been attending, but it's really full on. You have to tell your story every time you attend (cos there's always unfortunately someone new) so it really saps all your energy sometimes. It's the only place (apart from the psych) where I fully open up with lots of detail about my loss, so in a way it's my outlet to let everything out, and these girls have all been there so they understand. I don't think I'll go once I'm pg though.
Cheryl, I totally understand where you're coming from about your mum. My mum really disappointed me when we lost Josh as she kept pushing me to get 'over it' and leave him in the past, as thinking of him is only holding me back in the past. I was so upset every time she said it. In the end I told her that she didn't understand, and that was really disappointing as I thought she would be the one to understand the best as she is a mother helself. These days we don't talk about Josh as I don't want her to say anything hurtful to me again. Really quite sad.
Diana, I think you should do what feels comfortable to you, and listen to your intuition. If you feel better if a stich goes in, then do it, as you won't relax at all during your pregnancy otherwise. The other thing you can do is seek another opinion, but ultimately, do what feels 'right' to you.
Megan, thanks hun. Don't worry if this month wasn't so great with TTC, there is still next month and we could be cycle buddies with Teagz in June!!! Really looking forward to June now, I'm learning to relax a bit and concentrating on other things to take my mind off 24/7 from TTC and babies!!!
Sooooo, Teagz, Megan, Cheryl, Dee & Lan, lots and lots of good positive baby energy and lots and lots of and to you all. We really need a new BFP in here soon, we are overdue girls!!!!!
Hi to Theresa, Jo76, Jas & Laney, I hope your pgs are going well and you're enjoying them now!
Tildy, Jo and Sue & Helen, hi guys!! Jo, Sue & Tildy, not long for you girls!! Good luck to you all, I hope everything goes smoothly for all of you lovelies
Rozie, thanks for your comment about your uterus after c/s. I really can't wait to find out how mine has healed, so I'm praying it all looks good on 4th of May. I was thinking about it today, and they didn't touch anything inside as the fibroid was growing more on the outside of the uterus. I think the issue with mine is that the wall is somewhat weakened by the incision so they just want to make sure it has healed properly. I don't think inmplantation is going to be a problem, as even when I had the fibroid, it was never protruding into the cavity. Fingers crossed hun!
Hope you're really enjoying your beautiful little boy, I so wish that will be me one day!
It's funny how we'll get a huge run of BFP and then it's a drought again
52 days beata!
Thanks for the info about SANDS, I did look into it a while ago but the lady who ran it liked to have one on one sessions first before you join the group and I hate that phsychologists feeling - I have a fear that they are just going to tell me my life is warped and I'm living it all wrong XDD And I quite like my life, depsite having to live it without my little boy.
Chez, I can't beleive what your mum said to you. I won't even go on a tagent on how horrible it is.. Just keep in mind that we are all here for you. We'll look after ya right up until you're holding your little bundle! After that we'll just live vicariously through your joy hehe
I have a bit of an oposite affect on my mum. She had a still born bub between my brother and I, Jamie, then lost a baby at 16 weeks, then finally had my brother. We were all terrible babies and each one of us came out with our chords tied in knots around our necks. Poor Mum, it's a wonder she hasn't got more wrickles and gray hair! She totally understands what I feel like and seeing me go through everything brings back her pain for her babies and she'll have a bit of a cry with me. Somtimes I wonder who's meant to be comforting who. It is nice though, that she gets it, even though we set each other off a bit.
You'll sometimes find that the last person you'd think would be helpful, will be the best shoulder to cry on. I have a friend who is as far away from having kids as you can get, and she's been amazing. But anyway... I'm on one of my tangents again!
AFM, So far, I'm not sick, my bits are gerat (sorry for TMI) and I feel physically normal. Those herbs are the shizzle. The next couple of months are going to fly by I think, Easter weekend, the long weekend for Anzac Day on the 25th of April, then DF and I are going away on May 15 for Jayvan's birthday for another long weekend. Then I'm heading North for 3 weeks, leaving on the 22 May and getting back on the 15th of June. Oh... I'm going to miss you all so much! xx
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im loving all the new baby stuff in the shops atm. i cant help myself i keep buying stuff.
for you for the week. But if it doesnt work out I have strong hopes that you will get there soon. Other people have had numerous MC's but got there in the end - you will too.
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After that we'll just live vicariously through your joy hehe
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