hello guys!

Well, safe to say i have been MIA for awhile...i have been able to get into BB but not get my password to be accepted on our computer. It has'nt mattered what way i have tried to do my password it won't let me in. So here i am at mums on her computer and here i am typing away! figures!!!! But at least i have been able to see what has been happening with you all which is great!
So there won't be too many personals as there are 1000 posts i would need to re-read and catch up on again!!!

As for me..i have my 16 week OB appointment on tues which i am glad one is here again and a bit nervous as i know he will do the heartbeat check and i will obviously be praying for one to be there still. I have booked my ultrasound (the stress reliever one) for the day after as i did'nt think i could wait for the monday after. i have been feeling our baby move since 15 weeks, the first one was while i was at work and it caught my by surprise and i had a moment of slight elation that bubs was happily moving away in there and a quick moment of fear as i had felt jack moving before he died also and this is getting to around his weeks of age before passing in these next few weeks. My belly button is still trying to poke out the top not anywhere else so i have these really weird look going on with that and my belly unfortuneatly has a mini bump so small its barely noticeable! DAMN IT! The detective at work is still on the "is she /is'nt she" case and swears that she can see a bump (to our other work mate -she refuses to approach me about it yet) So i am trying still to hold out as long as possible in telling her -for laughs!
some quick personals-
katie - YAY!!!! for your baby girl! I am so excited for you and jen is right -it sure does sound like she has your DH wrapped around his finger already! daddys girl already??? Is it now they can hear us talking...maybe she already senses in more ways than one your guys love and hopes for her!
hgirs - i am soooooo glad that you went to your appointment. It was too important not to. At least you have some things to look out for next time which might be a small comfort in some way as it means your doc and OB can be on the case right from the start which means better care for you guys ultimately.
jen - happy trying! you have been busy by the sounds with tempos etc, i was hopeless and never did that stuff. i am 'a when its meant to be it will be' which may be just lazy!!!
sryan - glad you have some answers also, its amazing what family history can bring up. its what worries me about emily now - will she have the same possibility of loss as me (even tho i had no answers) as i would be devastated for the thought even for her. Its hard - again it helps but also does'nt in some way huh?!?
hammi - you are sounding so much better! I am glad to hear you are having an "up"! Keep it going! You are amazing!!!!!!! i hope you realize that!
take care all! xx jo