hi everyone!
look! i am on, using my own computer! I tried last night but could'nt get on and obviously the system knew i had some news to tell today and so let me on tonight! yay!
I saw my OB today and good news - there was still a heartbeat. Although i have been feeling movement for a week now i still don't think i wanted to get any hopes up! But my OB said it was nice and strong so that was good and the measurement for the neck at the 12 week scan was low risk and my downs syndrome risk was put at 1 in 18,000 for the triple blood test results! yet as the midwife said i won't stop stressing and won't be happy until i have our baby in our arms. i am so glad someone finally admits that and my guilt at not having my hopes up is made to sound ok and justified. I just care so much already -i am just scared of being that hurt again!
I have an ultrasound tomorrow - it my stress reliever one so they wil just check growth is moving along nicely and i hopefully will get a early indication of the sex! will let you know how it goes!
take care everyone!
xjo